Deeply Awake: What It’s Like To Be Inside A Mantle By Kathy Vik 2-2-18

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A free=flowing talk about a wide range of topics essential to the internal ascension process, as I have been experiencing it.

Lately, the issue of narratives has presented itself, resolving into a stronger and stronger awareness of vastness, in real time, allowing each their own experience, even if it is at odds with me.

Astrology is part of this offering, but it has come alive for me, and I’d like to demonstrate how that’s done. A meek offering, but astrology helps me understand root causes, and to not take it all that seriously.

A fascinating talk which I hope comforts people and allows them to go further still, in their internal and eternal adventures.





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Deeply Awake — Delight And Sunlight 4-27-13 By Kathy Vik

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Deeply Awake — Delight And Sunlight 4-27-13 By Kathy Vik

As things change for you, your gut will probably have a lot to say about it.

I will tell you what happened to me, knowing full well that I am just one example, and your road will be different.

It know it seems odd, but I found out later that my digestive problems began on the night one of the Mayan calendars expired, in October of 2011. Anyway, I didn’t know anything about the Mayans that night. All I knew is that, strangely, my poop had turned into very smelly, insistent and ugly pee.

For nine months I couldn’t eat or drink anything without a very ugly, smelly, embarrassing explosion.

I was told, while entangled, that “they” knew that I was in a pickle, and they helped out.

Less than 9 months from the start of those troubles, I weigh more than 100# less than I did that fateful night in October.

I asked my son, one day when it was all still new, this skinniness, if he could tell me if I was acting differently since Christmas.

He thought about it, cocked his head, and said, “Well, yeah, Mom. You pooped out all of your anger.”

Along with this I had some cardiac things happen, but during it all I got off all my meds (I loved pills and used to rattle when I walked!).

But it all started with pooping out my anger.

I have had less dramatic light transmutations, less dramatic.

I tell you what happened to me because I think it is important for you to know that when your body finally decides to take off and renegotiate your contract, you may feel a very deep message that medicine men are not necessary, and I am not dispensing medical advice, I’m just saying what I have always, always, always known: the body is built to live, to survive, and to be safe. You are safe. If your body has taken over, it is not the enemy, it is your long lost friend, and it would like to have a chat.

Anyway, light mutations don’t usually create such a big disturbance in the field, but they do disturb your daily life.

Many lightworkers are fat, and there are many reasons for this. Fat people are unprotected hated folk, and it is culturally acceptable to think on them as lazy, ugly, undisciplined and immature. So if you have donned a fat suit, know that you are doing a number of very helpful things for your fellow man.

Not only, as a fat person, are you removed from the collective insanity which passes for “love” between two people these days, but in any group you will probably be seen as ineffective, not a leader. Your body will naturally invalidate what you are.

It is an interesting conundrum.

But there is other stuff going on, too.

Fat cells carry more light. You need fat to carry it easily, because it holds a charge, so to speak. So, fat people are also some of the more advanced in the group. The shamans. But not able to claim their power. Interesting.

So, if your body is currently fat, consider that maybe you are holding a whole lot of light.

How do you lose weight, now that you are aware of what your body is doing for you?

First, do not judge your current diet. If you are now living off of Diet Pepsi and Dove Chocolates, it is cool. You do not have to change. You are doing it for a reason. The reason will be removed, and then the food will not be interesting to eat. Easy.

So, don’t do anything crazy. Just add a little bit of sunlight.

We eat for the sunlight. Did you know that? And you have to eat a lot of Dove Chocolates to get sunlight. A lot.

So, just add an orange. Or a salad. Something that has a lot of light within it. See? Easy.

At this point, I eat when I want to, and sometimes I am a real piggy, but I will tell you, I go days without eating. At least I did. I have been yelled at lately that things have once again changed and I am to eat and drink more for a time. So I obey. But really, there were weeks when I ate twice a week. I would drink smoothies sometimes, and I drank water and coffee, but food, I just don’t see it as mandatory.

I have heard that we are to get to the place where it will be normal to not eat or drink, unless we feel like it. Yep.

So, start with not hating your condition.

Here’s the thing.

It didn’t really come to me whole until I had pain, searing, stop-the-world stomach pain, when I drank water or ate anything.

When it first started, I decided that this was an opportunity. I would use this as a time to completely disconnect from the way I had been eating, and what I had been drinking. I stopped eating Dove Chocolates. I stopped drinking Diet Pepsi. And I only did it because, when I ingested them, I hurt so bad I thought I would die.

OK, so everything hurts to eat. I can’t drink without problems. What do I do?

I started to eat and drink only that which was so pleasurable that it was worth any inconvenience. I only ate that which I loved.

And guess what?

I am now a Delight-arian. I eat only that which delights me, and I stop taking it in when it stops being delightful for me as a person.

Ta da.

So sometimes I eat steak and sometimes I do, indeed, eat me my Dove Chocolates, but it’s all about delight, anymore.

Start with something that delights you. Something that has some sunshine in it.

I will talk more about the body, a lot more, because it is important that we come to some peace with these amazing vehicles which have done little but hobble us so far. We just don’t know how amazing they are quite yet.

So, delight. Sunlight. Drink a smoothie if eating solids just feels gross or overwhelming. Have some fun with it and mix it up. Your body is just waiting for you to love on it a little bit, love it and delight it and celebrate inside of it.

I am going to work, and I’ll be eating just a little bit of sun, not lots, but I will do my job so very happy that I told you about this.


Deeply Awake Check-In And CHANNEL: Trigger Warning! Release Right Ahead By Kathy Vik 8-16-17

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A raw and triggering chat which is but a showcase for the release I know, and that I know is coming for all.

All I can say is, I am glad the Kali Yuga is DEAD.

The channel starts at 11:30, and it addresses what is going on collectively on an energetic level, and how we as individuals can help themselves and their loved ones when the mental energy is high.

They talk about various methods for grounding self, and they give a long talk on sexual responsibility, also known as “sacred sexuality,” which I found surprising, but given the intro, it does make sense!

I hope you are ready, and I hope you find it as head clearing and hope-inducing and I have found it.









Deeply Awake Chats 2017: From Independence To Peace By Kathy Vik 7-4-17”

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A complex and deep discussion which reflects upon the impact of saying and of hearing “no,” and how much of the shift occuring has to do, in the end, with how we treat each other as we are making these quantum leaps in our stories.

Separations and endings are discusses, and I highlight the way one was done as if they typify all, and that was incorrect. Thus far, though harrowing, things have been relatively gentle, and surprisingly supportive and loving. Therefore, I felt it necessary I was using a particularly tricky one to discuss the human impact of the situations arising from intense energy surges.

Even so, this is a mild, sweet, complex and thorough, but funny and unguarded presentation. The more transpersonal information regarding grief, consent and coping ends at 12:09, and the esoterics get underway.

Ascension theory is discussed, and energetics as it relates to consciousness, triggers I am seeing in the energy which makes it so much easier to work with, as well as many other esoterics are also discussed.

I reference the astoundingly helpful and resonant work of Sandra Walter, in this video, as her thoughts truly helped me set much that was just floating around and a little nuisance-y into structure I could use, that helped me immensely. She talks about timeline splits in a way that makes me feel like I am vibrating like I wanted to but didn’t know how. Good stuff! Here is that video:



Deeply Awake Chats 2017: So, This Is How An Old Life Ends And A New Life Begins By Kathy Vik 3-25-17


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A frank and honest discussion about moving from a lifetime of being a light in dark places, and the twisting of identity which occurs in this kind of energy long-term, into a place of personal empowerment, acceptance and wisdom.

Viva La Ascension!




As referenced, the great Bill Maher.


Deeply Awake Chats With CHANNEL 2017: Eclipse Gifts And Miracles By Kathy Vik 3-10-17

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A very complex talk while sooo easy to follow, due to the content, this video talks about moving from one life to another, in essence. I talk about many things: situations and stories and conversations, all discussing the truth of it, that something very fundamental has shifted for me, after having had a tremendously powerful and deep “dark night of the soul” last night. Things broke open for me this evening, clearly seeing this for the gift it was, a completion of a process, an integration of a bigger reality. It’s raw and beautiful.

The channel begins very organically, and it just blew me away. It begins at  30:33. I’ll be watching this one looking for anomalies, because although I am posting this while listening to it, for ok’ness, I’m not watching. Given what I discussed, oh yeah, I’m expecting a few.

This is a powerful one, which began with me having sustained body shivers I couldn’t stop. It was my team, and I explain my agreement I have with body sensations, to assist me in understanding things. I explain that right up front, and I blow the roof off from there on out.








Deeply Awake Chats 2017: Preparing For The Solar Eclipse By Kathy Vik 2-16-17


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A heart-centered talk about the closing of this personal and celestial age, how this is translating in my daily life, and how you might be able to use these astounding energies for your own completion.

Mother Energy is strong, but what comes through the most is how profound and cellular this solar eclipse is and can be for those who use it. I and my friends will be using this trigger in our own way, and what I have recorded is my interpretation of how to use this energy for ascension’s completion.




Deeply Awake Chats 2017: Mysteries About The Innate In Ascension By Kathy Vik 2-13-17

The  best work I have done thus far. I am honored to bring this to you tonight.

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A very honest discussion about changes I experienced, during this process, and thoughts about ascension at this time, given the energy now available to us at this time.

It’s loaded with visual/energetic anomaly, and is stated in such a beautiful, complex, accessible and symmetrical way, I feel just as I used to after having done a channel, at the keyboard, sweating it as I hit the “Send” key. It had to be done, my determination and unwillingness to disregard the urge told me that, and then I’d felt exhilaration and relief from having having done it, this super risky and “out there” thing.

I’d cringe, sometimes for days, never a lot but I would feel tremors sometimes, with my own work, but never with the channeling. I figured it this way: my own sister told me that what I channel is NOT me, it just CAN’T be. I was flooded with relief for her words. Oh my god, it’s real, it’s real, someone else who really knows me sees this is real! But even with that confirmation, sending things out would make me nervous, but the channeling sang, always sang and spread. I figured, in the end, it’s just too stunningly beautiful to be all mine, from me alone. I mean, come on….

I didn’t question the validity of the channelings, because they read and felt like they were coming from someplace sacred and ancient and true immediate, from someplace bigger, and it’s so perfect and strong and true, I know it’s going to be able to shine far and bright, regardless, regardless… It might be from me, but it’s too exquisite to be seen as  mine.

I was able to get courage to publish, thinking those thoughts, at the beginning, and on a night like tonight, I find myself thinking that way in celebration and exaltation, for this conscious, non-channeled work. It’s a funny thing, this feeling, but I like it, and I want more of it. I am on my way. And you are on yours!

Blessings Be!