A concise and fascinating talk on neurological, behavioral, energetic and intellectual changes I am experiencing during this time of ascension.
“Oversoul” by Alex Grey
An eloquent and authentic exploration on a meditation which brought to my attention the reality of everyone’s Oversoul, and what that means in daily life. Many ideas are explored, and examples given, of what seems to be in front of me, a change of expression, given this evolution in consciousness,
Hang onto your hats, this one is fun, full of insight and goodwill, and is really honest and enjoyable. I hope you come to the same conclusion.
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A completion video which discusses how I am feeling and what I am thinking, now that I realize that I have already done the impossible, several years ago, and that I have in essence released myself, with my team’s help, from a life loop that served me well, but no longer serves.
In celebration. THANK YOU, Collective Soul, for everything. ❤
A very complex talk while sooo easy to follow, due to the content, this video talks about moving from one life to another, in essence. I talk about many things: situations and stories and conversations, all discussing the truth of it, that something very fundamental has shifted for me, after having had a tremendously powerful and deep “dark night of the soul” last night. Things broke open for me this evening, clearly seeing this for the gift it was, a completion of a process, an integration of a bigger reality. It’s raw and beautiful.
The channel begins very organically, and it just blew me away. It begins at 30:33. I’ll be watching this one looking for anomalies, because although I am posting this while listening to it, for ok’ness, I’m not watching. Given what I discussed, oh yeah, I’m expecting a few.
This is a powerful one, which began with me having sustained body shivers I couldn’t stop. It was my team, and I explain my agreement I have with body sensations, to assist me in understanding things. I explain that right up front, and I blow the roof off from there on out.
A short talk on what it’s like to have crested a wave, broken out, reached critical mass, whatever the heck it could be called. I came face to face, finally, with my very own, home-grown super-bitch of a critic, an internal mechanism which kept the work clean but nearly drove me mad with sadness, loneliness and passive hostility as I gazed out upon The World, and The Other.
I discovered, acknowledged, and then tended to this part of me, realizing how much a part of me this has been, how invested I had been in the care and feeding of this harsh person I could be and often was, (at least toward myself), and instead of feeling shame or guilt, I have only felt relief and release, ever since.
I feel better, and this is my report.
A heart-centered talk about the closing of this personal and celestial age, how this is translating in my daily life, and how you might be able to use these astounding energies for your own completion.
Mother Energy is strong, but what comes through the most is how profound and cellular this solar eclipse is and can be for those who use it. I and my friends will be using this trigger in our own way, and what I have recorded is my interpretation of how to use this energy for ascension’s completion.
The best work I have done thus far. I am honored to bring this to you tonight.
A very honest discussion about changes I experienced, during this process, and thoughts about ascension at this time, given the energy now available to us at this time.
It’s loaded with visual/energetic anomaly, and is stated in such a beautiful, complex, accessible and symmetrical way, I feel just as I used to after having done a channel, at the keyboard, sweating it as I hit the “Send” key. It had to be done, my determination and unwillingness to disregard the urge told me that, and then I’d felt exhilaration and relief from having having done it, this super risky and “out there” thing.
I’d cringe, sometimes for days, never a lot but I would feel tremors sometimes, with my own work, but never with the channeling. I figured it this way: my own sister told me that what I channel is NOT me, it just CAN’T be. I was flooded with relief for her words. Oh my god, it’s real, it’s real, someone else who really knows me sees this is real! But even with that confirmation, sending things out would make me nervous, but the channeling sang, always sang and spread. I figured, in the end, it’s just too stunningly beautiful to be all mine, from me alone. I mean, come on….
I didn’t question the validity of the channelings, because they read and felt like they were coming from someplace sacred and ancient and true immediate, from someplace bigger, and it’s so perfect and strong and true, I know it’s going to be able to shine far and bright, regardless, regardless… It might be from me, but it’s too exquisite to be seen as mine.
I was able to get courage to publish, thinking those thoughts, at the beginning, and on a night like tonight, I find myself thinking that way in celebration and exaltation, for this conscious, non-channeled work. It’s a funny thing, this feeling, but I like it, and I want more of it. I am on my way. And you are on yours!
A shockingly honest and deep discussion about star origins, UFO visitations, alien abductions, super-slidy energy here on earth, and many many things I have kept mum about this lifetime. It is filled with energetic anomaly. Enjoy this glimpse into my deepest truths. Perhaps they are also some of yours?
As referenced, this is the first tape I did on this topic, I had so much fun doing it, but it felt soooo risky, and fun. I was beginning to let “them” come through more, and it is really very lovely to watch. Recorded and published 4-25-16
An intense, comprehensive and thorough discussion about the work that has been done on reality construction theory, the concept of coherence between mind, heart, body and soul, and all things having to do with release, with completion and with moving forward into what is real, the ONLY thing that is real: LOVE.
An honest and compelling talk which reveals much about how active reality construction is done, what sort of effect this has on a life, and how the changes afoot in some of us expresses, as we continue through this shift.
It ends with an offer… I am going to use this eclipse season to “throw things into the void,” patterns, assumptions and expectations that are not just that, but consciousness stances, lifelong stories, and what appear to be unalterable impossibilities, all manner of things, that I have been explaining in these last videos.
So, here is the offer.
I am going to do this consciously and with intent. If you don’t know how or feel like you’d like a buddy to do it with, how about thinking on stuff you’d like to release, and then journal about it, or say it out loud, just to yourself, please. No sharing any of this at this level, like a monk in silence this is done, until it’s time to make a declaration with yourself just what is done, and that it is finished. (For those who do not know this intuitively. Some of this stuff is learned.)
That sort of absolute focus, touching the still point, the center, however “good” you think you do it or not, just be conscious of wanting to release some stuff, and then state your intention to work with Deeply Awake, or Kathy.
See me, during these eclipses, as we do our work alone but together, united, entangled, able to share each others knowledge and profundity and grace. But, in these situations, images are often quite useful, so how about you kick back and imagine what I see…
I consider this one of those Victorian cards with a lady as big as the moon, in a poofy pretty long dress made of gold, shiny, shimmery, but strangely soft. All around her stream the richest colors from the Rider-Waite tarot cards 9 of Pentacles, or Strength, or the Empress, gold, reds, green, white, primary colors, bold and vibrant.
She is smiling broadly and is happy, deep, purposeful and sure. She is riding a comet, her hair is flowing and flowers keep jostling out of her hair and reappearing, and gown has these cool sleeves with colorful ribbons fluttering from them, her arms in big C’s, loaded with gifts, beautifully wrapped presents, gold, with extraordinary wrappings, the scene opulent, inviting, earnest and true.
She’s smiling, and approaching the moon, which is disappearing in front of her eyes. She is giddy, already imagining throwing these beautiful, lovingly chosen and wrapped gifts into that space in between, the one that is still and breathes lazily, deeply, as things change from one thing to another altogether.
I will simply be acknowledging the offering of each individual’s, as a group, in those arms, gifts of the many to our Great Mother, the cavern of creation, the Void, at the moment of the zenith, the still point, of this eclipse, as well as the solar one that follows, though that eclipse serves a vastly different function, and will come with it its own unique requests and blessings, I am sure.
In any case, I am certain by now you understand that I personally or consciously don’t need to know what it is you are releasing. The more closely held these sort of things are the better. Why? Speaking splays the energy. If said to another, to what end? For what purpose? Such is the focus required during such energetic times.
Speaking it it discharges energy, and at these times, doing this work, it’s important to be clear just who one is addressing, to what end, if any, and the value and meaning of the words.
I save the big stuff for the big soul, and that source is mostly easily and potently touched during eclipse moments.
Then, after the eclipse, I’ll go the the crystal cave, the crystal-encrusted sauna I go to for ceremony, at the moment. I present myself to the mineral kingdom, and we have a chat, and then, if they choose to work with me (they always do but I hold their will in as high of honor as they do mine, and so I always ask for their collaboration, in respect, I guess is what I am describing), they spread the new vibration all over the earth, since they are all connected. That way, I have had it explained, the message is instant, quantum, and available to all, world-wide, and int his sort of instance, the opposite stands true: As Without, So Within. It’s the only instance where I think that is accurate, currently, but that will change.
I like the thought of us working together, those who wish to. So, do it if it calls to you, you don’t have to let me know about it, and then I’ll report on it, I think, as the events occur, as I am able to, of course. This makes good sense and sounds like fun, so I am going to do it.
Enjoy this recording, please forgive the audio, I find it interesting the last two videos are softer, like the internal speaker control has been turned down. I checked, and this is not the case.
My take? This is by far the most honest and therefore risky work I have done thus far, in that, it is about being human and working this puzzle in real time with others in a quantum way, owning my willingness and ability to do this for the collective. My guess is there are many with this prayer on their lips come Friday, whether you are choosing to participate or not. In other words, everybody’s got each other’s backs. After all, we’re all just walking each other home, and those who know how to do this next part are already doing it for the collective. Consider this a personalized journey, if you care to participate.
Regarding the video, I think it is natural that the volume is down on these. I am still hesitant. I know with more and more certainty this is the only correct and true way for me to approach this ongoing, oncoming new reality, but there is still a but.
Something to present to myself, cherish it, and then release, very soon indeed. Clearly, some thinking is called for in the next couple of days. Funny how I am seeing immediate physical/relational feedback. Gratifying, too.
I wish everyone nothing but harmony, within and without, in the days ahead. Fear not, and be of good cheer. This is as individual as it is national as it is global.
This is ascension..
As referenced. Thank you, Kaypacha, for your continued insight, expansion, and enthusiasm. Rock on.