Deeply Awake CHANNEL 2017: Pre-Eclipse Review And Prep By Kathy Vik 8-19-17

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A very moving and helpful talk on reality in the 3rd dimension, what we are used to, and how things will be changing with the Eclipse energies.

A very good talk on how to use the heart and pineal to “see through the heart,” how this is done, where it takes a person, and how it enhances a lifetime

A very good video to watch prior to The Big Event!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Deeply Awake Chats 2017: The Eclipse’s Void: The Reality Of Unreality By Kathy Vik 8-19-17

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One of the last transmissions prior to The Big One, this video is a great introduction as well as a retrospective.

Within are beautiful stories, and insights which I have lived and come to know are true, at least for me.

I am sending love, light, harmony and peace to all this fine, fine August day. Enjoy.

 

 

 

 

Below are the words, the explanations for what I have been seeing in my head recently, these opposing fields of vision, almost seeming to me now as an act of spiritual chicken.

This slow and self-paced study of astrology has helped me to understand how much arguing, opposing, restraining, controlling, learning, releasing, suffering, depravity, redemption, hope, despair, futility and courage I most definitely embodied this lifetime, prior to 2012.

(I have had a hard time loading visuals. Please forgive that.)

Sun 5, 08′ Pisces, in House VII; Conjunct Mercury (Retrograde ) 0, 55′ Pisces, in House VI

Sun Aspects:

Sun conjunction Mercury (Retrograde) orb +4, 13′, Sun opposite Pluto (Retrograde) orn -1, 45′, Sun trine Mars orb -3, 18, Sun trine Neptune orb -6, 07′

Sabian symbol for 5 degree Pisces (Sun):

“A man courageously sets about rebuilding a half-ruined tower overlooking the sea, on which a wreck is floating” (My interpretation, “Maybe you’ll be able to fix this fucked life, maybe not. It depends on you. But, yeah, it pretty much sucks.”)

Sabian symbol for 0 degree Pisces (Mercury Retrograde):

“A human being, half-male and half-female, stands in front of an office door. Nearby, a young couple is about to take place at a table where a sumptuous meal is served”(My interpretation is simply a wail so deafening that I long for death. I am alone, I am alone, they are happy and I am not.”)

Pluto 6, 54′ Retrograde Virgo, in House I; Conjunct¬†True North Node 6, 14′ Retrograde, in House I

Pluto Aspects:

Sun opposite Pluto (Retrograde) orb -1, 45′, Mercury opposite Pluto orb -5, 59′, Neptune sextile Pluto orb +4, 22, Mars sextile Pluto orb +5, 04

Sabian symbol for 6 degree Virgo (symbolizing my Ascendant & Destiny), potent beyond imagining, capitalized and underlined, and, what my sweet, sweet Sun opposed for a lifetime…

“A poor woman steps aside as an arrogant and lavishly dressed lady walks towards a couple who is standing back-to-back” (My interpretation: “You are the stranger in a life filled with strangers who are mean and argumentative and not talking. Forget getting married. That’d just get super fucked.”)

 

And now, without visuals or details, here are the Sabian symbols for the natal chart I am assuming:

Sun 5 degree Taurus:

“In a conference hall, a man at the height of his glory is standing on a podium with a scroll of paper in his hand and a laurel wreath on his head. Among the participants, there is a three headed man who looks in different directions.”

North Node 5 degree Sagittarius:

“An ox is tethered near a windmill.”

Pluto 9 degree Retrograde Capricorn, in House XI

“”In the moonlight, a man holds an owl in each hand”

 

Given what I have accomplished and survived, I think a natal chart without affliction is the only just reward.

 

 

Deeply Awake Chat & CHANNEL 2017: Truth Unveiled At The End Of An Age By Kathy Vik 8-18-17

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I urge you to watch this clip prior to watching my video It is LOADED with triggers, it is more accurate than not, though a poetic dramatization of what is being experienced by some, and what some have already come through, and what we all will have access to more easily post-eclipse.

Note the title of this clip, that she begins the experience by looking at the sun, that she is suspended above the earth as this transition occurs, and then, please note, the story most definitely goes on from there. Let not the fear of death overtake.

She lives out a story, and of course it is a violent and aggressive tale for the movie goers, but the idea behind it is that of CONTINUITY. This is a highly keyed movie, and a highly triggering one for those in the first wave.

 

 

If ever there were a period of my life when applying the fine art of The Suspension Of Disbelief were required, it is NOW.

What follows is beyond my belief. I don’t know how else to put it. Let me explain.

There have been a number of significant and ponderously “real” situations which have emerged, many revelations given, much connected, and much understood, accepted and adopted, the last 24 hours.

Being in the sun helped immensely, and I want to stress to everyone the healing, restorative and necessary influence of the sun, how important it is to remove glass from skin, open car windows, take walks, whatever needs to happen, to get that light on the skin. It is fundamental now. It is CORE.

This video is a time capsule, I know this, because the information within is freaking explosive, and is not for this consciousness, not yet, anyway.

Am I building my hopes up too high for this eclipse?

Watch this and then decide. Invest the time, and then, tell me what you think, if this eclipse event contains within it potency and relief we simply are too fatigued to be able to imagine.

Get a snack, curl up, unplug, suspend your ever arguing companions of belief and disbelief… tell it to go lie down for an hour. Drink it in, absorb it, think on it, and then reject it as bullshit, or let it start working on you.

One way or the other, this video will change you in ways you currently cannot suspect.The channel begins at 16:45. The whole video contains light anomoly.

Watch in good health, peace, and unity, through the grandest connector of all: LOVE.

 

 

As referenced, below is the link, and the text, of my first formal essay, months from adopting the moniker “Deeply Awake,” and thus formalizing the expression. The opening shot across the bow, prior to my moment of growth, discussed within this work, (a month and 2 days to follow) it stands as the true core of my life conundrum, and the thing that nearly drove me mad, reconciling this energy.

Yesterday as I drove, I came to terms with quite a lot, in regards to this turn of events. I felt the anguis, the disappointment, the resignation, the contempt, the forgiveness, all simultaneously, and I felt a release from within it, outward.

Consider it one of the crosses I “bore,” which turned into a living, breathing tree of life during this transformation some have stood witness for, and many others will acquaint themselves to, later.

I wrote it after having experienced my first true “hit of light,” and describe a little bit about its after effects. The message of that first healing was about the validity of love, and that enemies are intimates of a much higher degree than simple love bonds contain.

I hope you enjoy this. It’s fun looking back, as we step over this threshold, as long, I think, as I do it with love, gratitude, indulgence, understanding, compassion and pride.

https://lightworkers.org/page/155476/judas-energy

Judas Energy

by magartha

March 23, 2012

These are preliminary thoughts only.
As a youth, I was enthralled with the story of Jesus’ life and teachings, his death and his resurrection.
I studied traditional and non-traditional information about Jesus and his times. And then I saw a brand new movie,… our church youth group went to opening night at the Cooper Theatre in Denver, a cheekily titled movie called “Jesus Christ Superstar”.
That night I finally felt whole, curious that until then, I hadn’t realized something more was possible.
I recaptured the sense of having heard the word of God captured by Rice and Allen by listening to that soundtrack so often, I finally had to ask for a replacement… I’d worn out the first record.
I spent hours, hours and hours, listening to that soundtrack as I roller skated in the circle I skated in our garage. I came to know there was more to Jesus’ story than I could ever grasp, but contentedly rolled through those circles in deep joy and meditation, lucky to be bathing in this reality, feeling privileged to be given instruction in a less biased, more balanced way.
But I knew there was far more to the story than was readily available. His words, his life, and all the stories written since, resonated at such a high frequency. I craved it. i obeyed it. I longed for more, but was content in having more than before.
As a child and then on into adulthood, I knew I had an affinity for Pontius Pilate. He was someone I could understand. I thought his energy was “cleaner” than Judas’, that his choices, missteps and misunderstanding of the situation were so understandable in context, even benevolent. Misguided benevolence. Oh how much trouble we have created for ourselves through the use of misguided benevolence. I knew his presence gave the story its structure, it’s historical framework. He was a function of the political/consciousness agreement field of their day. Nothing more. A device. By “clean”, I mean I see him as a necessary framework giving the story the structure it needed for the unfolding of the tale.
Pontius was the syntax. The apostles were the words. Jesus was the scribe. God was the author.
What then was Judas?
After many of these recent abundant clearings and recalibirations, my guides treated me with something last night. I was finally given access to the soundtrack of Jesus Christ Superstar. And as I listened to it last night, I was able to sail on Angel’s wings and touch the face of God, amazed at all the glittering facets of this incredible gift given to us by God through His Identity Sananda.
And I wept the most, was the most touched, by Judas.
It was then I understood that Pontius Pilate’s role was one of logistics, a gate only, a neutral function of the temporal reality.
And now, finally, it was Judas who I came to recognize as me.
I have always known I was present during those years. I have always had every confidence that I had been involved.
Maybe I wasn’t Judas. Who cares? At this point I really don’t. Judas was a ROLE only. In this dense fog of duality, he played his part expertly.
But to have betrayed our Beloved? With a kiss?
How does the incarnaion of Judas reconcile these acts, and their consequences, without judgement or shame, but instead with the all-encompassing Love Which Is God? How do I manage bringing the ugliest parts of my Selves back into alliance, allegiance, and unity?
Through forgiveness.
To forgive is to be touched from above and within all at once. When done well, this tone, this essence, transmutes, fundamentally ALTERS the past, present and future (as we have always perceived it).
The act of sincere and deep forgiveness is to be in-spired by God. YOU become the Violet Flame when you actively and selflessly forgive. The person you are setting free is your Self.
It’s easier, more accessible, to forgive others their wrongs towards me. I enjoy it, as it brings a release I cannot explain but know transforms.
Ah! But to have known those rare moments where I have been literally knocked to my knees with forgiveness for my Self?
That is bliss. That pierces the veil. In those holy moment, I could do nothing more than stagger, caught up in a rapture in which I yearn to spend the remainder of my days. To forgive MY SELF is the most Divine Act I have done as a human 3D entity. Through that doorway came the Eye of God, looking deeply within me, and telling me, murmuring to me, declaring as already DONE: God Indwells Me And Is Well Pleased.
I stood up after falling in divine grace before this Eye of God and I went to my mirror. I saw this Eye of God. And that Eye of God was in MY EYE.
I have never been the same. Everything has changed because of that moment of grace. That grace washed me clean. Now it’s just clean up and preparation. It is finished, just as Jesus said. I knelt before God, I was forgiven, and realized there is absolutely no higher truth than forgiveness of Self. To have been touched by this divine love…
There really are no words.
But there are so many translations.
So if I played that role in Judea, high-five. I did it well. It is done. It was a chronicle preparing us for this moment, the first day of the new moon of March, 2012.
And this bliss, this state of suspended and never ending grace is in everyone. EVERYONE. EVERYONE. The potential to touch this reality in is EVERYONE, and we are only just awakening to it. It was always there. It sustained us through the pain and suffering, the acting out and misbehaving, the emanations and consequences of disordered thought, disordered being.
God puts everything right.
God sees everything as right.
God is the most high, and this word we use to express this essence is just a slip of paper compared the the mighty tree of its reality.
And in that moment of transfixation, of transfiguration, I understood in my heart of hearts that THIS love is IN ME. It IS me, and I a vibration, a manifestation, a color of It.
And, so it followed, if this God is actually me, then it is in everyone on this planet.
It is in your neighbor playing his music too late at night. It is within the bad news you receive and the good news you receive. The flotsam and jetsam of earthly life is washed clean by forgiveness.
I wish to live in a steady state of gentleness to self and others, a state of grace led by the highest love I have ever encountered, staring right into me as I clutched my carpet and folded into the ever cycling love of God, always fresh, always new, always adoring, always benevolent, always wise, always present.
All Hail the New Earth, where we will and are walking in humble respect of ourselves and our co-creators.
Blessings from Magartha.
Seylah.

 

 

Deeply Awake Chats 2017: Rebirth, Ascension, Astrology, And Visions By Kathy Vik 8-15-17

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This, without a doubt, an “essential viewing” tape of what this process has resulted in.

What I am presenting is revolutionary, and makes my body relax, and makes so much sense that I am left stunned, really, at the impact and the content of this nugget.

I urge you to watch. If you want, there are some great websites you can visit to learn more about what I present, but more, they are tools you can use to learn about yourself, and transform as you see fit, in these intense and transformative new energies.

I am so happy to have this in the library!!! I hope you enjoy it as much as I do. Talk about a day of release!

http://www.astrologyking.com (especially good for aspect info)
http://www.chaosatrology.net (for a complete and free report)
http://www.alabe.com (for the “wheel” info, including which are in retrograde)

 

 

 

 

I make myself laugh out loud sometimes. In my enthusiasm and relief, when reeling off this chart, I used “Jupiter” for three planets! Oh my! In my head, I was saying it right, I promise. So, the dyslexic cries “Uncle,” and just posts the dang thing. ūüėČ

 

Deeply Awake Chats 2017: Greetings From The Void By Kathy Vik 8-10-17

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A report from a place that I know well, a place I go when I have had a huge expansion. What is funny to me after review is that in this void place, I am so far away, that I have had to (thankfully) evaluate what an expansion, and what a contraction, really is.

As it stands, in peace and gratitude and exuberance, I offer to you this honest and heartfelt little bit of awareness from someone deep in a boogie-woogie flu.

Enjoy!

 

 

 

Deeply Awake 2017: Realizing A Service Path I Agree With By Kathy Vik 8-4-17

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A video which brings people up to speed on what these energetic changes are doing to individuals, humanity and the planet. It is raw, emotional, real, authentic, redeeming, and personalizes ascension in a way I never have before.

I’ll take this moment to complete a thought I did not on tape. I talked about “stitching things intot he earth,” and then gave some examples of experiences which stop you in your tracks from a sense of goodness, love, just that feeling. Anytime anything good happens, it is appropriate, but especially when you are rocked. Stitching things into the earth means NOTICING THE EVENT, being grateful for it in the moment, and realizing it in your bones.

Another profound way of stitching things to the earth is verbally acknowledging your truth of love. To be honest, this whole offering is a celebration of having done this, and a review of the gifts encountered since its having been done.

There are opportunities moment to moment to do this. It becomes, in the end, a way of life, but it needs to start somewhere.

That term, “stitching it to the earth,” refers to changing the grid, sweetening, lightening and loving it. When great love is acknowledged, shared, spoken, it cannot and will not ever leave the place it was stitched, but instead, it beams out, like a pulse of light. That’s what people do when they are in awareness of the beauty of creation. And that is my aside.

I share the most profound healing I have experienced, and what I failed to do on tape I will do here: The removal of my belief in doom was removed about three weeks, ago, and it was directly related to what we accomplished through healing as humans, as friends and as family.

I offer my thoughts and heart in all gratitude and humility, and in
service to my song, ascension.

 

 

 

 

 

Deeply Awake Chats 2017: Gifts Automatically Given Through August’s Gateway By Kathy Vik 8-3-17

 

 

A short talk which talks about how the gifts coming to us now, through this gateway, can come automatically,  cooperatively.

The idea behind this talk is to explore concepts of agreement fields, surrender to something bigger than these fields, and what is at hand for those willing and able to suspend their Selves and access more, so very readily available now.