Deeply Awake: Making An Agreement And Magic With My Son By Kathy Vik 10-5-17

 

 

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This is a risky video.

I offer to you my beating heart, in other words.

I healed something ancient tonight. I felt a final push of some sort this morning, and through an unlikely series of events, I eventually found myself sitting across a stone picnic bench with my beloved son, the event itself, a dream of mine, fulfilled.

We have been through it together, these last few moths but in this frankly harrowing-at-times video, I capture, what it has been like to do a final battle of sorts, with an opponent who simply will not leave me alone, and who I have barely escaped from with my life, my entire life.

This is a saga not for the feint of heart It is HIGHLY ACTIVATING. I suggest listening to the first 27 minutes or so as a passive observer, and then strap in.

What my kid shared with me changed how I see him. Somehow, the simple act of mutually being willing to break a pattern, after a day of witnessing and feeling many things shattering, found us quietly enjoying each other’s company, eating drive through, and finding again and again things we love about each other.

There was alchemy there. Something about  bringing hidden into familiar light, having anything said be safe, letting sharing lead to anything at all, in discovery and love, it is magic. It is healing. It changes everything, sometimes.

We talked until it was nearly dark, and I capture the end results in a way that I can feel awe in watching, pride in publishing, and confidence in how it will finally settle on you, like it did for me.

This morning, before the day’s reported events, I had a moment when I realised, there is just this one area in my life now, this thing with Sam, this incessant need of his to argue, and my consistent pain in having to deal with it. It doesn’t want to stop, and I need it to.

A spectre, this macontent, this passve upset, this unspoken rage.

And, over coloring books, surprises, magic and laughter, we broke the spell.

An agreement was reached, and in it I hope you will find ways to gain mastery and peace over things you silently battle with and wish were better.

I hope that you have peace and goodness in every single area of your life. But I know few who do, and many have their most silent pain in their own homes.

This one is dedicated to you, and to my friend Eliza Beth.

To every warrior out there, getting itchy for what it is we are here to do, hang tight, this is a powerhouse video, and something that might help.

Like I said, it may stir some folks’ stuff up. So be it. It’s close to the bone. If you push play, you are saying “yes” to where I take you. Push pause any old time. I can assure you, I am doing that next.p.

I realize now, after going through two potent activations as a result of this thing, one final thought I’d like to pass on. I realise that by releasing this I am changing things.

I realise what it is I am copping to, that my, and my life,  my son’s life, and my reality are indeed atypical, magical, blessed, protected, weird and synchronous, and beautiful.

As I push “publish,” I realise that I have settled the final area of my life that was needing healing. This aspect, which represents far more than I can ever divulge, is complete.

 

It is finished.

Namaste.

 

 

Deeply Awake: An Old Healer Finally Relinquishes Her Need To Heal Others By Kathy Vik

 

 

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A very intense and real talk on what it means to be happy among others here, what healing means, to me, and reveals a very odd and foundational vision I had in my early 20’s

Multi-layered, intense, personal and real, this video brings a viewer through this time of deciding what is relevant, what is not, and who we are now that we’ve gotten yet another big hit of light.

 

 

 

 

Deeply Awake: A Gift Of Full Awareness During The Energy of 9-23 By Kathy Vik

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An amazing video which reveals the punch line of this work, of the lifetime, of the 5 years of writing.

There is so much more to this, but a video which captures truth telling to soul is a great way to summarize a whole heck of a lot.

Enjoy and peace to you.

 

 

 

 

 

An Indomitable Soul’s Song By Kathy Vik

This piece is dedicated to all the people in my life who have pushed against me, leaned on me, held me, or cheered me on. I love you. Thank you.

 

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In this video, I capture an event which occurred last night, witnessed by my son, which was so profound, and has led to so much change, that I come to you really excited and happy about sharing.

The visions I had were full-on physical, like nothing I have ever experienced before. I wish I had a way to adequately explain what it was like, in the moment.

But I know, in my practice, that although visions are helpful to me, and they are a comfort as well as a guide, it is what I do with them, what I cull and learn from them , that matters most.

And so this is a talk about the changes already on had, a description of how things feel now, within, and I talk about what I and many of my friends are experiencing, an odd certainty that we are preparing for a big one

This is an intense and incredibly beautiful offering, and I am proud to offer the work I have done to you, for your enjoyment. If it helps you feel better about what’s going on, so much the better.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Resonant Frequency Creates A Lifetime Shattering Into Grace Itself By Kathy Vik 9-2-17

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It’s pretty rare that I am consciously aware of the import, the power and the healing potential of a video, or a writing, as it is going out. I had that experience most profoundly when publishing the essay entitled, “Home.”

What ensued where overpowering physical sensation, all my senses engaged, I knew I was moving things with that one, and it was serving as what they hollered to me, over the deep siren blare, was a “clarion call.”

That motif has figured into my work again and again.

This is like that, but this time, I am deeply chilled, goose pimples everywhere, just that chill in my bones I have agreed to feel when I want to know something big is around, basically.

This video is deeply moving. It explains the resolution I have come to, both in identity, which, it turns out is not a choice at all, but in relationship. It tells of the restoration of an easing into that which is mine, but it also, forever and for all time, explains my life as a FORMER healer.

An old school one. A healer who lived the pain in order to heal the pain. Never again. I don’t have to. I finally understand what I’d been doing this lifetime, how I was keyed. It is this I reveal, and by so doing, hope to give to others an assist in their own koan-cracking, in this realm of shifting communication, relationship and meaning.

So, watch if you are brave and ready and it is calling out to you. I can comfortably say it is the finest thing I have yet produced. It is always gratifying when I come upon those who concur. Perhaps you will be one of them.

 

 

 

 

 

For your consideration. Keep in mind Harvey hit August 25.

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Begin the video at 2:22 unless you’re a hard core secureteam 10 fan.

 

 

 

Deeply Awake Chats 2017: Calming Thoughts At Journey’s End By Kathy Vik 8-21-17

 

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A deep, honest and true talk which feels much like final thoughts.

It’s saying goodbye, self to self, self to others, self to my understanding of creator.

Triggering, complete and moving, it stands as a testament to a life lived in clarity and confusion, bliss and pain, love and hate.

And today, finally, there will be something more.

I need to do one more, after a HUGE aha that is delivered at the end of this offering. It’ll be short. We leave for Leadville in an hour.

 

 

 

 

 

Deeply Awake Chats 2017: The Eclipse’s Void: The Reality Of Unreality By Kathy Vik 8-19-17

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One of the last transmissions prior to The Big One, this video is a great introduction as well as a retrospective.

Within are beautiful stories, and insights which I have lived and come to know are true, at least for me.

I am sending love, light, harmony and peace to all this fine, fine August day. Enjoy.

 

 

 

 

Below are the words, the explanations for what I have been seeing in my head recently, these opposing fields of vision, almost seeming to me now as an act of spiritual chicken.

This slow and self-paced study of astrology has helped me to understand how much arguing, opposing, restraining, controlling, learning, releasing, suffering, depravity, redemption, hope, despair, futility and courage I most definitely embodied this lifetime, prior to 2012.

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Sun 5, 08′ Pisces, in House VII; Conjunct Mercury (Retrograde ) 0, 55′ Pisces, in House VI

Sun Aspects:

Sun conjunction Mercury (Retrograde) orb +4, 13′, Sun opposite Pluto (Retrograde) orn -1, 45′, Sun trine Mars orb -3, 18, Sun trine Neptune orb -6, 07′

Sabian symbol for 5 degree Pisces (Sun):

“A man courageously sets about rebuilding a half-ruined tower overlooking the sea, on which a wreck is floating” (My interpretation, “Maybe you’ll be able to fix this fucked life, maybe not. It depends on you. But, yeah, it pretty much sucks.”)

Sabian symbol for 0 degree Pisces (Mercury Retrograde):

“A human being, half-male and half-female, stands in front of an office door. Nearby, a young couple is about to take place at a table where a sumptuous meal is served”(My interpretation is simply a wail so deafening that I long for death. I am alone, I am alone, they are happy and I am not.”)

Pluto 6, 54′ Retrograde Virgo, in House I; Conjunct True North Node 6, 14′ Retrograde, in House I

Pluto Aspects:

Sun opposite Pluto (Retrograde) orb -1, 45′, Mercury opposite Pluto orb -5, 59′, Neptune sextile Pluto orb +4, 22, Mars sextile Pluto orb +5, 04

Sabian symbol for 6 degree Virgo (symbolizing my Ascendant & Destiny), potent beyond imagining, capitalized and underlined, and, what my sweet, sweet Sun opposed for a lifetime…

“A poor woman steps aside as an arrogant and lavishly dressed lady walks towards a couple who is standing back-to-back” (My interpretation: “You are the stranger in a life filled with strangers who are mean and argumentative and not talking. Forget getting married. That’d just get super fucked.”)

 

And now, without visuals or details, here are the Sabian symbols for the natal chart I am assuming:

Sun 5 degree Taurus:

“In a conference hall, a man at the height of his glory is standing on a podium with a scroll of paper in his hand and a laurel wreath on his head. Among the participants, there is a three headed man who looks in different directions.”

North Node 5 degree Sagittarius:

“An ox is tethered near a windmill.”

Pluto 9 degree Retrograde Capricorn, in House XI

“”In the moonlight, a man holds an owl in each hand”

 

Given what I have accomplished and survived, I think a natal chart without affliction is the only just reward.

 

 

Deeply Awake Check-In & CHANNEL 2017: A Plan By Kathy Vik 8-12-17

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A quick check-in, and then BAM, they take off and get esoteric. They talk about “The Plan,” and I find it funny that what was foremost in my mind in talking was to convey that I had stumbled upon and agreed to a new plan.

Funny how that works.

Their work is deep and true, they talk of ancient times and future times, and it is a bath of love. It is all based in our very own DNA, and they strip away the other meaning s of this time, and talk about the availability of activation of DNA at this time.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Deeply Awake Chats 2017: Upshift, Upgrade, and Update, Baby By Kathy Vik 7-17-17

 

 

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An amazing and groundbreaking video which discusses internal energetic processes, and a whole lotta current events, filtered through an Ancient’s eyes. Jump in and hit the gas, this is GO TIME!

It is, in the second half, a call for us as a “tribe,” an explanation of just why the nation will be going through more upheaval soon, due to simple cognitive dissonance.

 

 

 

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