Deeply Awake: As We Enter The Time Of Our Most Sacred Confinement by Kathy Vik

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Revelation 12:12King James Version (KJV)

12 Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time.



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A potent and beautiful long talk on the energies surrounding this time, what the 23rd of September means to me as an ascensionist, and where this goes, all paths leading to home, the Winter Solstice, 2017.

It is deep, redeeming, uplifting and healing. Enjoy listening, if you are into that kind of thing. ❤







Just for fun, here is the entire chapter being talked about currently:


Revelation 12King James Version (KJV)

12 And there appeared a great wonder in heaven; a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and upon her head a crown of twelve stars:

And she being with child cried, travailing in birth, and pained to be delivered.

And there appeared another wonder in heaven; and behold a great red dragon, having seven heads and ten horns, and seven crowns upon his heads.

And his tail drew the third part of the stars of heaven, and did cast them to the earth: and the dragon stood before the woman which was ready to be delivered, for to devour her child as soon as it was born.

And she brought forth a man child, who was to rule all nations with a rod of iron: and her child was caught up unto God, and to his throne.

And the woman fled into the wilderness, where she hath a place prepared of God, that they should feed her there a thousand two hundred and threescore days.

And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels,

And prevailed not; neither was their place found any more in heaven.

And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.

10 And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night.

11 And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.

12 Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time.

13 And when the dragon saw that he was cast unto the earth, he persecuted the woman which brought forth the man child.

14 And to the woman were given two wings of a great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness, into her place, where she is nourished for a time, and times, and half a time, from the face of the serpent.

15 And the serpent cast out of his mouth water as a flood after the woman, that he might cause her to be carried away of the flood.

16 And the earth helped the woman, and the earth opened her mouth, and swallowed up the flood which the dragon cast out of his mouth.

17 And the dragon was wroth with the woman, and went to make war with the remnant of her seed, which keep the commandments of God, and have the testimony of Jesus Christ.

Astrology for the Soul September 13, 2017 — Kaypacha Lescher

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When in crisis I summon my will,

To stand and face, not run and escape,

But remain calm, centered, and still.

Ha ha! That is to say you may want to run and escape! Frickin’ messes these days, personal, financial, physical, you name it. Of course we set these problems up for ourselves unconsciously (with an emphasis on UN) to learn something. The idea is that it stops, changes, or self corrects once you get what it is you were/are supposed to learn…… let’s hope, eh? In the meantime, like I say in the report, it’s all about priorities and getting them straight. Straight in alignment with your unconscious Soul evolutionary intention. Hence, it all boils down to making the unconscious conscious and the first one there wins (lol)! Wins as in peace of body, mind, heart, and soul….. Yes! Go for it! Injoy! music:




Kaypacha Lescher Hits It Out Of The Park, Once Again!

Life is an education,
Drawing ME out of me,
And the more I am able to deal with,
The more I will set myself free.


OK, time to slow down, take some deep breaths and remember that Uranus, which is such a prominent player for us now IS THE FUTURE. The insights, the visions, the awareness that is coming from deep within our personal unconscious is showing us our future, not necessarily tomorrow! The danger of Aries is over reacting in a knee jerk fashion with impatience and haste. Good to know there is time and not get too freaked out or worried that it’s not happening fast enough or may not happen at all…. it will.

On another note, as the tremendous urge for freedom right now may be prodding you to head for the hills (or alternate planets), it can be helpful to simply make little steps toward speaking your truth, opening doors of communication, and little by little giving yourself more room to move, more self expression, and greater impact in the world.

It may happen that we lose the advantages of the relationships we are in, or cause undue shock and trauma to others by suddenly and radically altering our course at this time. Taking it all in, learning the lessons knowing that recess is coming can help to calm the wild child within. May all your dreams come true…….




Deeply Awake Chats 2017: Releasing Suffering As An Ascension Key By Kathy Vik 4-15-17


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A meditation on releases made, and their presentation in daily life and personality, or “operating structure.” Natal astrology is discussed, and how it is impacted by current celestial triggers.

A good discussion on the effects, the changes, and the improvements being felt by me and those around me, as we move through is powerful time for humanity.




Deeply Awake Chats With CHANNEL 2017: Eclipse Gifts And Miracles By Kathy Vik 3-10-17

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A very complex talk while sooo easy to follow, due to the content, this video talks about moving from one life to another, in essence. I talk about many things: situations and stories and conversations, all discussing the truth of it, that something very fundamental has shifted for me, after having had a tremendously powerful and deep “dark night of the soul” last night. Things broke open for me this evening, clearly seeing this for the gift it was, a completion of a process, an integration of a bigger reality. It’s raw and beautiful.

The channel begins very organically, and it just blew me away. It begins at  30:33. I’ll be watching this one looking for anomalies, because although I am posting this while listening to it, for ok’ness, I’m not watching. Given what I discussed, oh yeah, I’m expecting a few.

This is a powerful one, which began with me having sustained body shivers I couldn’t stop. It was my team, and I explain my agreement I have with body sensations, to assist me in understanding things. I explain that right up front, and I blow the roof off from there on out.








Deeply Awake Chats 2017: Spiritual Bad Assery By Kathy Vik 2-8-17


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An honest and compelling talk which reveals much about how active reality construction is done, what sort of effect this has on a life, and how the changes afoot in some of us expresses, as we continue through this shift.

It ends with an offer… I am going to use this eclipse season to “throw things into the void,” patterns, assumptions and expectations that are not just that, but consciousness stances, lifelong stories, and what appear to be unalterable impossibilities, all manner of things, that I have been explaining in these last videos.

So, here is the offer.

I am going to do this consciously and with intent. If you don’t know how or feel like you’d like a buddy to do it with, how about thinking on stuff you’d like to release, and then journal about it, or say it out loud, just to yourself, please. No sharing any of this at this level, like a monk in silence this is done, until it’s time to make a declaration with yourself just what is done, and that it is finished. (For those who do not know this intuitively. Some of this stuff is learned.)

That sort of absolute focus, touching the still point, the center, however “good” you think you do it or not, just be conscious of wanting to release some stuff, and then state your intention to work with Deeply Awake, or Kathy.

See me, during these eclipses, as we do our work alone but together, united, entangled, able to share each others knowledge and profundity and grace. But, in these situations, images are often quite useful, so how about you kick back and imagine what I see…

I consider this one of those Victorian cards with a lady as big as the moon, in a poofy pretty long dress made of gold, shiny, shimmery, but strangely soft. All around her stream the richest colors from the Rider-Waite tarot cards 9 of Pentacles, or Strength, or the Empress, gold,  reds, green, white, primary colors, bold and vibrant.

She is smiling broadly and is happy, deep, purposeful and sure. She is  riding a comet, her hair is flowing and flowers keep jostling out of her hair and reappearing, and gown has these cool sleeves with colorful ribbons fluttering from them, her arms in big C’s, loaded with gifts, beautifully wrapped presents, gold, with extraordinary wrappings, the scene opulent, inviting, earnest and true.

She’s smiling, and approaching the moon, which is disappearing in front of her eyes. She is giddy, already imagining throwing these beautiful, lovingly chosen and wrapped gifts into that space in between, the one that is still and breathes lazily, deeply, as things change from one thing to another altogether.

I will simply be acknowledging the offering of each individual’s, as a group, in those arms, gifts of the many to our Great Mother, the cavern of creation, the Void, at the moment of the zenith, the still point, of this eclipse, as well as the solar one that follows, though that eclipse serves a vastly different function, and will come with it its own unique requests and blessings, I am sure.

In any case, I am certain by now you understand that I personally or consciously don’t need to know what it is you are releasing. The more closely held these sort of things are the better. Why? Speaking splays the energy. If said to another, to what end? For what purpose? Such is the focus required during such energetic times.

Speaking it it discharges energy, and at these times, doing this work, it’s important to be clear just who one is addressing, to what end, if any, and the value and meaning of the words.

I save the big stuff for the big soul, and that source is mostly easily and potently touched during eclipse moments.

Then, after the eclipse, I’ll go the the crystal cave, the crystal-encrusted sauna I go to for ceremony, at the moment. I present myself to the mineral kingdom, and we have a chat, and then, if they choose to work with me (they always do but I hold their will in as high of honor as they do mine, and so I always ask for their collaboration, in respect, I guess is what I am describing), they spread the new vibration all over the earth, since they are all connected. That way, I have had it explained, the message is instant, quantum, and available to all, world-wide, and int his sort of instance, the opposite stands true: As Without, So Within. It’s the only instance where I think that is accurate, currently, but that will change.

I like the thought of us working together, those who wish to. So, do it if it calls to you, you don’t have to let me know about it, and then I’ll report on it, I think, as the events occur, as I am able to, of course. This makes good sense and sounds like fun, so I am going to do it.

Enjoy this recording, please forgive the audio, I find it interesting the last two videos are softer, like the internal speaker control has been turned down. I checked, and this is not the case.

My take? This is by far the most honest and therefore risky work I have done thus far, in that, it is about being human and working this puzzle in real time with others in a quantum way, owning my willingness and ability to do this for the collective. My guess is there are many with this prayer on their lips come Friday, whether you are choosing to participate or not. In other words, everybody’s got each other’s backs. After all, we’re all just walking each other home, and those who know how to do this next part are already doing it for the collective. Consider this a personalized journey, if you care to participate.

Regarding the video, I think it is natural that  the volume is down on these. I am still hesitant. I know with more and more certainty this is the only correct and true way for me to approach this ongoing, oncoming new reality, but there is still a but.

Something to present to myself, cherish it, and then release, very soon indeed. Clearly, some thinking is called for in the next couple of days. Funny how I am seeing immediate physical/relational feedback. Gratifying, too.

I wish everyone nothing but harmony, within and without, in the days ahead. Fear not, and be of good cheer. This is as individual as it is national as it is global.

This is ascension..





As referenced. Thank you, Kaypacha, for your continued insight, expansion, and enthusiasm. Rock on.

Deeply Awake Chats 2017: It’s Getting Pretty Sparkly Up In Here By Kathy Vik 2-4-17


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A fun, light and engaging chat about the current astrological things afoot, and how freakily personal some of it is, with the North Node at 4 degrees Virgo for the next 10 weeks, and lots of other things which are hitting super close to my own home, and, therefore (written with a big sloppy grin), I know others are just as heavily keyed for this time. Oh, it’s so exciting!

Included is a mention of two websites which have really helped me as I learn this astrology thing, from both places you can get a free on-line reading, and man oh man, that’s so fun… Again, with a knowing smile, I reflect on how freeing, affirming and ultimately inclusive it is to fully engage in self-discovery!

Enjoy this little nugget, loaded with synchronicity, and a newfound sense of balance and ease, becoming, through this last part, my fall-back rather than  the exception to my general feeling state.

Here is a great explanation for the dance our Moon is having with Virgo:

Here are the websites, Kaypacha’s video and then my talk. Enjoy.






DEEPLY AWAKE: “Opening Softly To More” By Kathy Vik 9-3-16

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DEEPLY AWAKE: “Opening Softly To More” By Kathy Vik 9-3-16

I used to wonder, from time to time, what would happen when I got some of the major koans I had out of the way, understood, grokked. What then? Certainly, the writing would change. It would have to. No longer in deep argument and/or puzzlement, Deeply Awake would need to be around for another reason, as equally valid, as necessary, to as many or few feel called to follow along. It’s always been a miracle to me that anyone has wanted to. It seems an odd and singular message, a highly personal one, but, my view on that still stands. If I’m going through it someone else probably is too, and it’s time to start talking about this stuff, as experimental or weird as it may seem.

It’s something I knew I needed to do. And now, I am not so sure. I know there is a change right on top of me. I’ve talked about wanting to do fiction, but I have spent the time instead, adjusting to a new schedule. I feel fallow, ready, about to heat up and begin. I like this feeling, always have, knowing the hook is right in front of me, waiting for me to swim just a little further. What happens next is a brand new creation.

A couple weekends ago I was walking downtown, a quiet Saturday afternoon, a little windy, but warm. I’d been to a protest, and was very altered. I let them come through. They told me that they would very much like me to look up “apologetics,” and “Socrates.” This study would assist in understanding what I had been engaged in, why I felt weird about it all, and it would also help to spur on new thoughts about what to do next.

I argued with them, as I walked, telling them I thought it was most likely Aristotle, it just seemed more appropriate, and then I had some thoughts, and then they interrupted, sort of bellowed a kindly , “Uh, no, dear one. It’s Socrates. Apologetics, Socrates.”

I did as I was told, and sure enough it was Socrates’ defense in his being accused by the state of being bad for them, of not holding the same beliefs as those in power. The defense was an apologetic, from the Greek word for defense. And then, moving onto Christian apologetics, which basically is the advocacy of Christianity as the superior religion. Sort of like that, the best demi-god or whatever.

It helped me, as did this eclipse.

Yesterday, while driving, At a long stop light I had some time to muse. I thought about how the last couple of days have been robust, very fulfilling, more so than before, but that the general tone has deepened or enriched a bit. How things that were once sticky with emotion are now seen as being more simple, and all around me is this neutral acceptance that what I have been experiencing has been by choice. That everything is as it should be.

I then had a stray thought, hey, yeah, there was an eclipse here a couple days ago… well, I’ll be damned. And then thoughts about the last Kaypacha Pele Report about the eclipses and their effects on our consciousness, individually and en masse. It was as if they floated to me as confirmation, though they of course had been riding along with me. I don;t use such tools as predictors though, and, maybe because I am prone to forgetting things I don’t need at the time, I’d put out of my mind all that other stuff, fresh off another 8 hour shift, dealing with traffic and moving things along in our daily life, Sam and I.

There has been a change, and it’s been coming through for a little while now, and it feels better, it has an umber color to it, and a tone that is appealing and soothing. These, to me are intuitive, but accessible, simply facts, like the color of the sky, or my weekend plans.

I woke up about a week ago going through one of those wake-ups where one by one things come into view… first story lines, then what I expect, and then all my feelings. But this recent morning, when that happened, it’s as if all of it then fell away again, as I became so aware of how much I love God, how deep and true that love is, how it’s the purpose and the song praising it, it’s all about this God thing, Creator, All That Is, Source, Unified Field Energy, call it what you want, it’s been called so many things, but this thing that is within and through everything. That’s what I got to play with, until my vision and thinking cleared enough to be willing to pad to the kitchen and fetch my coffee.

I am reluctant to talk like that, because I don’t wish to make anyone uncomfortable, but after all, this is such a beautiful and profoundly loving thing, this feeling, this knowing, this reality, and it was nice to bask in it so freely there for a time, that morning. It is a balm, it soothes the soreness and rubs the muscles smooth.

But this, to me, brings to mind ascension, not a passionate love for Jesus Christ, My Only Lord and Savior. It’s not like that for me. There is this love in those I heal and those I wound. It’s in everything I see that is from the Earth. It’s in my heart. It’s an essence.

I know that some of the video work has been talking about agreement fields, and the mixing of agreement fields, or about relationships, all sorts of them, and It think that is a good pursuit, but there is something about writing, it is the rhythm and the intuitiveness of it, there is just a tiny lag, between thought and the creative moment. In that moment the Hemingways are distinguished from bank tellers who dabble. And with the prolonged pause, just thought to finger, well, things happen, it is fun, and they can speak through me more easily, more fluidly.

I persist in calling this internal guidance “they” and “them,” simply because they at times come in and tell me something I simply could never have known myself, and it is verifiable and helpful and informative, and I have to think to myself that maybe it’s ok to have this division. As I have said, I like to think that we all have this membrane between something more than ourselves, and with work and intention and other things, it can get more and more porous. Semi-permeable, you could call it. And what’s available to me through this membrane is available to every single person on earth, and it’s the same stuff, but there’s so much of it, it takes time to figure out how to process it all, and it is up to each person’s filters, needs, paths, what they choose to attend to, how much of it is relevant, and the growth goes on and on. I think it’s through this membrane that our souls are, and they have access to everything. Part of this process has been in being ok with not having answers, and part of it is being ok with when the answers finally show up.

Still, though, it’s the funniest thing, seeing things just more simply now. It’s as if things that used to just hogtie me and strand me in logic I couldn’t escape from is lifted. That’s the word I think descries this best. I feel like there has been a lifting or a peeling away, and I don’t feel sad about what’s gone, because it hasn’t gone anywhere, it’s just different now.

I know enough to understand when such a shift seems to have occurred, it is not the observed that has changed, but the observer. I don’t know if it is from the eclipse, or it’s just a natural progression, but I like it, and want it to stick around.

But it does bring up the purpose, the function, of Deeply Awake, if I’m not in constant argument with myself or others. What then? Because, in the end, it always felt like I was defending or dissecting, at the least, something. Through a series of understandings, always in the morning, a series, a staircase, there are many things that I understand that I just didn’t before.

The subjects range the gamut, from a download on boundaries, and how these alter with gender, and it’s time they no longer did, to the gift of hanging out in my love for god one morning, to discussions on industry, on ascension itself, on many things, but always very gently, and never too much, just recaps, it feels, to me. Always in the morning, just with a tip of my head, new thoughts come.

Then my day happens, and I am simply changing, as a result of the work, of my mornings, and maybe because of the preparation. I don’t know.

I think that it’s going to be fun to talk to a group of my friends about this ascension business, and I think I will practice on the youtube first, and really, that is what has changed the most. This is now a normative thing, a normal ting, being me. I will not share much with those who I know will be threatened, measured by their intolerance or disinterest, but I make no apologies, either. I don’t ever lay the ascension thing on strangers. Unless they let me know, by what they say, that they have the knowledge already. Then I proceed. Otherwise, there’s plenty else to discuss, and it’s all connected anyway. But, to be among those I love, who love me, and we are simply good to one another, and value one another, well, sign me up for that. This is a privilege, and a good and happy time in my life. I feel blessed.

It feels like that every day now, though. Yes, I still have heartaches, longings, that sort of thing, I’m still aware of my big clay feet and my unfiltered mouth, and voracious curiosity and mental unwillingness to be bored. I have all of that. But even this is softening. I can feel it. I’m letting more in, from the outside, from the inside. Opening to more.

It really does mean stepping into my life, less willing to lurk in the shadows, a place I enjoyed and understood better than many I encountered. It means walking into being a writer, more and more though. That’s the sister to my ascension raison d’etre. For me, they are coupled, because I could not have done one without the other. And so, the work may change, simply in tone perhaps, a quickening of message perhaps, but still, a voice, a singular voice, just here to tell about things as they are inside, and outside, making sense of these changes as they continue to roll.

I wish you peace, generosity all around you for you, and much love this day and in all days.