A concise, enjoyable, accessible and deep talk on what these energies have been like to live, and how I have understood, ridden and mined them, my gift to you today. I hope you enjoy.
A bare-bones talk for those who are on the ascension path, for your enjoyment and consideration. I was urged to talk about many, many aspects of this thing our community keeps talking about, “The Event.”
In this multidimensional eclipse gateway, I thought it necessary, somehow, to talk about esoterics, energetics, prophecies and premonitions, many of them revolving around about being flooded with light, or… whatever.
This is a personal, quantum reality for each, and this is an enjoyable recording for those desiring many observations and interpretations of the energy bombarding us, and that which is to come, from the vantage point of this intrepid spiritual reporter known as Deeply Awake.
I am a Christed Being: I am in unity with Spirit
I am a Christed Being: I am in unity with All That Is.
The Light of my own Being shines upon my path
I am a Christed Being: I am in unity with All That Will Be
I hold the shining Light of the Source within my heart
I walk in unity with Spirit
I laugh in unity with the Source
I love in unity with my fellow beings
I am Christed Spirit: I am a bridge between heaven and earth”
–Tony Stubbs, An Ascension Handbook
This starts as a review of some of the physical & sensory oddities I have been experiencing the last week, as well as a profound shift I have had, as I realize this ascension process is totally real, and that I have gone through it. It is on-going, of course, but, holy smokes.
Sometimes it just really hits me, and those moments are important to record. I am in the process, of course, but I have reached a new level of self- and reality-understanding, and it’s this that I need to share, when it happens.
At 13:29, as I start talking about the energetics, I shift to one of the deepest and most surprising channels I have ever done. They explained, at last, what happened to me during a night of solitude, in spring of 2016.
My videos around this event are perhaps best summarized in “A Big Thing Happened,” released nearly two years ago, as it was happening, for those who would like to review what it was like to experience that light event.
I hope you resonate with this. If you don’t it’s more than ok… Take what you need, and leave the rest. But if you do, drop me a comment. I would love to know what things are like for you.
This is the most amazing of times, and I know that I am not alone. If you are watching, you are involved in the ascension process. It’s simply automatic. So, hello, dear fellow traveler.
I have said that there is no such thing as a stand-alone event in your life. What seems to be events are just tiny pieces of much larger processes intruding into the physical plane. Ascension too is not an event but a huge process that began with the original densification. Planetary ascension was inevitable from the moment you, on the various Creation Councils, conceived of the glorious experiment you call planet Earth. Only the timing was debatable. Even then, Spirit, in the Infinte Now, was planning for these few final years, and by the end of the millenium at the latest.
You can help yourself and the planet by accelerating your personal ascenion and not waiting until the last moment. Take this to heart (literally), and begin your personal ascension now. We are with you.
–I Am Serapis
From An Ascension Handbook by Tony Stubbs
This is a vital recording, with a HUGE anomaly late in the recording, adding emphasis when relaying a soul confirmation … INCREDIBLE!
This is a FULL ON esoteric recording, for the hardcore among us, who need to know what it is like to apply these principles and to see them pay off in daily life.
That’s sort of the point, of going through this process in public. There had to be an end-point, I would think. There’ll come a day when things make a lot more sense, and then, it’ll be an obligation, and a joy, to just describe the view.
This is one such love letter, from a ledge that continues to blink on and off, literally (!!!!!), as I transmit this appreciation, and joy, and hope, and tips, and descriptions right from my being, to you.
Namaste, my brother, my sister.
A free=flowing talk about a wide range of topics essential to the internal ascension process, as I have been experiencing it.
Lately, the issue of narratives has presented itself, resolving into a stronger and stronger awareness of vastness, in real time, allowing each their own experience, even if it is at odds with me.
Astrology is part of this offering, but it has come alive for me, and I’d like to demonstrate how that’s done. A meek offering, but astrology helps me understand root causes, and to not take it all that seriously.
A fascinating talk which I hope comforts people and allows them to go further still, in their internal and eternal adventures.
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Deeply Awake CHANNEL — The Mantle And Geometrics 4-23-14 By Kathy Vik
We wish to speak to you today about geometrics as they relate to consciousness, and how this applies to daily life.
We have the channel an experience prior to beginning. Meditative music which, for her, symbolizes a very distinct and desirable being state was playing, and birds, just outside her window, were enjoying morning song as well.
She understood that grief is something unnecessary to hold, as she heard the birdsong and knew that she has heard it before, and will hear it again, and her awareness of grief was replaced with a spiral of song. This she now knows, and this was held in awareness as she explored the music and song, emotionally and soulically.
You see, as this was occurring, we overlayed the geometrics of it, and she understood that it is within the tension of awarenesses that creativity lies.
Lines went out, connecting music to song to perceiver, creator, co-creator, and this, we then began to show her, could be and is applicable to any pursuit or relationship she has had, ever will have, or is having now. You see, time and all its conventions become meaningless, and it is this we wish to discuss with those of you who might appreciate such things, and those who are indeed experiencing them this fine Spring day.
We have given the channel the image of a giant eraser, and then see how we have scrubbed and rubbed with the eraser, gently but thoroughly, and this is to explain in part the magnetics and, by inference, the geometrics surrounding and affecting each of you in your biology now. There are old abilities you no longer will have: rumination, terror, anxiety states, etc. There are new states and abilities for which you will have profound, immediate proclivity for. The time of surprising oneself is upon you!
Are you not finding that you do not have easy access to dark thoughts and incongruent mannerisms? Are you not finding true dissonance when your behavior is not in concert with soul? Can you not see what is occurring? You are, many of you, understanding at once the deep profundity of human connection, and the honor contained in free will.
We wish to explain that geometrics, as such, is no less of the imagination as magnetism or electricity. Geometrics are the native moment prior to manifestation, you see. Geometrics are the tracers of the mind of god, the evidence of benevolence within quanta.
We bring up geometrics because within the science is the mind of god. How does geometrics apply to your daily life, your story line, your incarnated awareness? Geometrics implies balance, and cannot be without it.
Balance and symmetry, order and beauty, these are words which fail to capture the essence of this state of knowledge. Understanding that everything you physically see or experience is rooted not only in spiritual reality but in mathematical, profoundly beautiful geometrics which are as real, as sturdy, as any steel bridge, knowledge a portal to higher consciousness.
You may witness the truth of this by gazing at crop circles. Can you not feel the love, the wisdom, the peace, within the mathematics and symmetry of the circles? Who but a member of your family would give you such a thing? Who but a loved one would leave such notes?
Those who study astrology understand the beauty of geometrics, and are allies of this energy. And so we discuss these celestial events at hand.
We have said repeatedly that grand movements in consciousness, the leaps many of you have taken so willingly, and larger, mass changes that are done willingly at a soulic level, these leaps are triggered, in this matrix, by celestial events.
We explained to the channel many years ago, and then demonstrated for her, that there are certain apexes that humans can sense and then use to “ride” waves of energy which are not always available in the dimension you inhabit.
These energetic boosts are insertions, and far from being a gift from angels, they are hardwired into this system of benevolence for those who are aware of them. Not escape hatches, but doorways.
These events are helpful in temporal realities, as they stand as reminders and beacons, testaments to those who can auger their meanings, and they can be anticipated, worked toward, celebrated, and remembered. They are signposts, you might say, on the cosmic road of expansion.
Best to consider that you are a creator of this system and therefore can come to seek out and use the triggers The All (you!) has built into this enormously beautiful system of awakening!
Drop the thinking that these things come to you as a gift from someone else, and understand, because you are aware of them, even if you do not fully understand their significance, and in reality, this stance you have is one of co-creator, author, director in amnesia. Think grander and allow your magnificence to shine through the geometrics of the heavens and your hearts.
When there are exceedingly tight trines, squares, crosses, this is a cue, a clue, that this is not accidental, do you see?
Love those who cannot see anything before them but coincidences, or randomness. Love them and understand this thinking can make a person feel lonely and small and cut off from that which has a hand in creating them. Love them and show them kindness. It is the truth of it, all seek their own way, and this is the way of it. All have free choice.
Allow the beauty of your recognition to flow through you, and allow others their vantage point. Let the beauty you know is shining down from the skies imbue your walk and your talk, and let this gentleness of countenance ease those who believe themselves to be alone, without connection to the others or to the stars or to their source. Love them more.
Love them any way.
Of course, with all things there is progression, and we would like to end by reminding you that these crosses, and the triggers which have been taking up attention, and will continue to pique interest, are anticipated, known, charted.
Take care to take interest in any celestial event that is unplanned or spontaneous. This seems to go without saying, but there will be more activity, and unplanned events speak just as loudly as those which you can map out. Perhaps a slightly different delivery, same language.
There is beauty within the astrological and astronomical events which are occurring today, have been occurring and will continue to occur. This cycle of crosses began when your consciousness, as a group, sharpened. There can be no true causal determinant. It is a beautiful system of cooperative love.
Are you not aware of the culmination of things which had their beginning twenty years ago, nineteen years ago? Can you not feel the turning, the spiral activity in your life story, in your spiritual journey, in your walk home?
You are on holy ground, each of you, as you walk this earth, your presence here was planned. You are integral to the plan, and we wish to leave each of you with a sense of place, place within your chests, in your skin, and wherever you happen to find yourself, in circumstance, this day.
You are part of a group whose sole mission is to hold these secrets and go about daily life. Yours is to hold the knowledge and function as someone who does not have this access, through their soulic choice. This has been your task, but you are now finding that the knowledge is no longer able to be held, yes? Have you found that holding back is more difficult?
This is how to leave you, telling you that you are indeed a golden one, reader and writer, and those who may not see this for some time, we must tell you this. Yes, physical life is captivating and mesmerizing, and it is supposed to be enthralling, captivating, engrossing. Yes. This is so.
And so we say, for those who are not longer able to be so captivated by the electro-magnetic-chemical wash of your physical vehicles, you have geometrics to thank, in part.
The very medium in which you function has altered due to magnetically induced changes to the grid, and these changes, our dear loves, these changes were brought about by you, called for by you, and are your ancient song of home.
Can you not take comfort in knowing that you are where you need to be, at the level of growth you need to be for this grand moment, this Grand Cardinal Moment?
No worries need touch you, and we ask you to consider the taking on of the mantle which you have called to you. A master you have always been. A master you are. A master is how you shall be known. Allow this new mastery to overtake and soften your countenance.
By accepting the responsibility and the power, understand, nothing is ever the same. Does it not make sense that accepting the mantle of mastery requires removing the cloak of denial you have all been wearing so modestly?
By now you have been trained in the ways of love, and are well versed in walking a master’s walk.
Let it be so this day.
Deeply Awake (With CHANNEL) — Focus 2-11-14 By Kathy Vik
I have been noticing many changes, all of them resulting in a softness of character. I find a softness is lent to my days, to the things I encounter, the situations, the demands and challenges, all of it has become gentler, less painful, more do-able, here lately.
And in the past, I have then taken to the pen in an effort to hold, with razor sharp focus, the changes such as these which have come to me, just as I sit here today, and I have dissected the feeling of calm and peace, to see how I can get there and just stay there, that’s been a big part of this, just to figure out, when things go all warm and swimmy, just how it happened, and how it feels to inhabit such a place, to describe it honestly and clearly, so that I might be able to attain the feeling again.
This is what has changed the most for me, and I name this essay “Focus,” because there is a certain degree of focus required, but it really is a misnomer, because what I notice the very most these days is how I can maintain such a broad focus, such a big perspective, while doing the mundane, the basics, even the grotesque and absurd, when called for.
I think this is the biggest miracle of all, how this good feeling, this balanced-ness, is sustained now. This is the miracle, in my opinion.
I thought about it on the way home from work yesterday, on my lusciously long drive home. By now you know I am a straight-on channel in my car. They know they can talk to me, I now I can listen, and so, oh! The conversations, the lessons, the information, it is just as pure as it is those first few minutes of waking up from a good, complex sleep.
On the drive, it occurred to me that those two years of training I received from The Teachers, getting in metaphor and prophesy and hardcore can’t-be-denied-can’t-be-explained information, way back when, twenty years ago, it was my first confirmation of that which I hold.
I thought, as I headed south, on my years with my personal trainer, The Teachers, in the early nineties. I had it good, back then. Things were poetic, the synchronicity really full on, and it was hard work, but it was amazing.
During that time, those two years, specifically, was when I was working with my real-life mentor, cementing the teachings, seeing them glitter and glow in lesson, for myself and for others. A glorious time. Lessons so profound, they are now up for review, and for accepting as qualities I can now hold and sustain, just hour to hour, day to day. Phenomenal, really.
But it never has been so sustained, so sturdy, as now. I went through periods of great darkness, just cripplingly awful times, really. Black, sad times, lonely times, not all of it was fun, or easy, and none of it was meaningless, not one jot of suffering out of place, all of it just fine, in retrospect, but it was how the good feelings would poke through and sometimes stay for awhile, sometimes just burst and flame out, leaving me in darkness again, that’s how this has been for me, in a nutshell, when in comes to figuring out how things work, who I am and why I am here.
And I think that it was a very good device, a lovely one, because it was as if a tone is struck when a new, profoundly benevolent event takes place, and a healing occurs, someone is forgiven, someone is let off the hook, either you or someone else, and oh!
How wonderful this feels!
A moment such as this, whether sustained or not, is one of purity and levity and creativity, of freedom and permission and acceptance. Having had this in such a concentrated form helped me to remember that this is true north, for me, and now, after so many years of struggle to attain it again, here it is again, feeling so in the flow that everything just makes sense, finally, once and for all. Surprising, but understandable, let’s just say.
The thing is, there was much that was inappropriate for me to have, back then. The energy was the swallowing kind, the defeating kind, and it was really pretty hard to shine quite so free and clear, back then.
It was not time, others were not ready, I was not ready. And I know I am not, now, speaking just for myself. I think there are a bunch of us, millions of us, beginning to feel a change, an easing, a welcoming, that we had long abandoned, refusing to carry it from day to day, left in a corner to fend for itself, a hope for a better day, a better way, one when it’s not just YOU being open, being happy, being on purpose, but EVERYONE starts to feel it.
This is the change, I think, and I think it is perfectly acceptable to admit that this is indeed a social experiment, a group experiment, and what we do, physically, and what we say and imply, how we behave, this matters. For a long time, it was hard to hold full-on multidimensionality, it was hard to do.
By special agreement, some did, and were able to just sustain it. The masters, I am referring to, but there are many of them. So many yogis, all around the world, highly evolved ones, and the autistic children, now carrying it as well. I am just sure there is some mathematical, mystical plan somewhere which has formulas with how much light needs to be held where, and, for balance and appropriateness, there must (during the darker days) be a few highly expanded souls walking the planet at any given time, seeds of reality walking around, but undercover, I think, and this is changing now.
The energy is sweeter, more conducive, more forgiving, leaning toward the loving ones, like never before. Pulling us into mastery, instead of us sleuthing it out.
And so, I thought on the way home, gee, I had a hit of it, and considering the energetics, the harmonics, I can see it was a gift, it was the future poking through, and it was a very beautiful gift I agreed to accept, once physical.
And then came the eye of the needle, the culling of a lifetime, a release of karma which went on for months, actively. There were months of taking on Seth, his energy, helping me to break down the very simple, close to the bone constructs that had to come down. All of it, it all came down.
And now, I think I see that there is an amplification of this sentinel energy, the energy I had with The Teachers, and have had with others full of love and light, here to help and soothe and protect me, one this walk. It’s the same relationship I now enjoy with Kryon.
Almost like waves, amplitudes of cosmic awareness got huge, then got tiny, but they came in bursts, during this lifetime, along this wave of amplitude. And now, I feel like we have come through, to the other side of something.
It is all very odd, describing things like this, but I could see it, driving, feel it, and I feel it and see it even more strongly now.
I can see patterns, now, I can feel them, intuit them, there are graphs floating in front of me showing me the spiritual progression in purely energetic terms, and it’s quite fascinating, and nigh on impossible to explain with words. I’d need a 3d graph of some sort. Darn it.
I am so grateful to be able to appreciate things in terms of harmonics, energetics, how things feel. But for those who have what I have, you know it is not any of those things. It is a body/soul/being knowing. It is the core, living in the core.
I see now that my core, this being of light, this representative, as are you, of Source, of All That Is, it has never changed, has always been shining so strong, so pure, so benevolent, and it has been me, my thought patterns and expectations, conditioning and training, which have either obscured and made difficult the view, often completely obscuring it.
It has been my willingness and intent and ability to touch and love that which is me, the bigger me, that is what has been going on. My soul, my core, it is magnificently whole and complete and limitless and eternal, endless in its knowledge and love, generosity and humor, wisdom and soul love, eye to eye “I love you, I know you, I am you” sort of love, it has always been there, hanging out, leading me.
It’s what took me by the hand during my times of training, and it’s what lurked, quiet by agreement, during the times when everything got deconstructed, all attachments removed, all expectations examined, everything up for alignment.
I thought, driving, that the whole point is to keep spending as much time happy, truly balanced and happy, as I can, to seek out the happy beliefs, the happy explanations, the ones that are more benevolent, not for any other reason than it feels better.
I’m talking about the times of a full soul-belly joy, of just being sated, in peace, and the longer I am there, the longer I am there. And here I am, I thought, driving into my basement garage, here I am, believing it all, now, no longer picking fights with it or telling it it’s not even real.
Here I am, no longer making inner apologies for loving as I do, seeing and hearing and expressing as I do. Something has changed, and there is a baseline of gratitude within me that I have never really felt before. With gratitude, there is balance.
The stories all turn benevolent and sweet. Some are poignant, some are tinged with darkness, still, for some, for many, really, but, here I am, knowing in my heart something that people are just now picking up on, that we love each other, and each of us deserve a lot better than we have been giving each other.
Here I am feeling really ok with not being asked about all the secrets I keep about the universe, just really ok with looking normal and boring, but being a undercover angel, a lover, someone who has remembered that we all love each other, suddenly more than willing to just show it, rather than think on it, coming from a place of knowing that it really matters not what anyone else believes about anything. Realizing everyone is in charge of their own experience. Knowing this is one thing. Trying to stay at a higher vibration, that was the tricky part up until recently.
That’s the oddest, and nicest, part about all of this. About 25 years ago, I crammed a piece of paper with every bit of truth I had stumbled onto thus far, all about the intactness of myself, the meaning of life as I saw it, the things I held as my highest ideals, brotherhood and kindness, permission and acceptance, giving credit and love, these things I would read on my smoke breaks, and it was like a slap in the face, coming from my cubicle or nursing unit, out to the curb, to smoke and read, a few times a day. It helped me to remember.
I would promptly forget. I would have to refer to my paper. It was like chipping away at a big, hard lump of granite. In between, it was still a scared, cold, lonely bulk of granite. It had to be chipped away at, I guess, with the truth. At least for me.
It is this remembering which has truly changed in amplitude and frequency. It’s like there used to be weak little bursts of higher truth that would come through, and my whole being would ease, but then, life would come knocking, and I got engulfed, and I would forget.
I now work in a job which is piercingly linear. It is task oriented, multi-tasking all day, juggling, always juggling. And yet, I find that my focus is no longer on the job, per se. I have confidence I am competent, which in itself deserves a national holiday, but more, I feel as if my eyes, my gaze, has lifted, elevated, and I can see more. And as a result,, I am smiling, all the time, like a dope, sometimes. A lot of the time, actually.
It’s as if I spent the first part of my life only being able to maintain one focus at a time. Either I could be in meditation or I could be hanging IV’s. I could be in bliss, touching the face of god, or I could be cleaning the house, but they seemed to be exclusive states.
What I am finding is maybe a blending, but that my gaze is now ahead of me, somehow, but I have 360 vision, and I can see past, present future, behind, here and ahead of me, and the feelings I get with this change of focus are steadying. Thoughts of peace, of benevolence, of compassion, toward others.
I have found that, although I really don’t even want them to, around me, people act very kind, now. I am finding I have an effect, a good effect, on others. I hear things that strike me as worth remembering, the angry one who, now, around me, says things like, “…but, maybe there’s another side to the story,” when bitching about person X, Y and Z.
It’s nice to see, because I really really don’t like when people bad mouth others and spin in rumor and drama. Ick. I don’t engage, say something postive, and bam! The feeling has changed, and that behavior stops. It’s nice. It’s a relief, to be honest with you. I see that people are sort of voluntarily abdicating those habits around me, and I like it.
I didn’t understand that the view would be an integrated one. I thought that if I got clearer, I would see with Matrix eyes, and the physical would sort of be the irrelevance I always suspected it was. I am surprised to learn that this is untrue.
I am finding that the fun of this is in engaging in life in a whole new way, seeing with my soul’s eyes, hearing and obeying my soul’s voice, letting synchronicity guide me, allowing ease and good feelings to show me the next step. I still see through these physical eyes, and have a fleshy vehicle, but it is sanctified, it is beautiful, even when it is in pain or is tired.
I see that the focus is a melded one, for me, a blended one, and each day has become a gift, and I really really do mean this literally. I have not had a really bad day in a long time. No black depressions, no crying for the world, none of the emotional purging and walking in deep reeds that I used to have to do. Things have gotten clearer. The focus has shifted.
I want to tell you of a meditation I had before sleep two nights ago. It was so beautiful, and I hope I do it justice here. It comes back to me in waves now, and I find much peace in being able to ride it, now, anytime, while passing pills, while driving, while writing to you, my dear friend, my loved one, my friend. “You are this. You are this core. Remember how to approach things, what the outside is, and what you are,” this is what comes through in waves now.
But before I do that, I need to close up a loop. And then, I think I would like to close by channeling.
The thing is, this is very individual, it is personal, and it is done for self, by self, with help, lots and lots of miraculous help. But I am seeing the lights go on for a lot of people around me. It seems that people all over have begun to lighten, and of course, there are those who are reacting in ways that are not so healthy, but the difference between the choice of love and anything else, it is so much clearer now, I think, at least for me. And so, as individual awakening is, it is a universal ideal.
I believe as Kryon has taught. It is the ones who have suffered things of which they cannot, will not speak, we are the ones who have, with diligence and care and determination, we have mined ourselves, we have healed, and we see love in our accusers, our abusers.
Once this has occurred, I think the person’s whole being sings a different note, a deep earth bass note, a clear tone of having overcome the worst, having loved it all back to center.
We change the grid, the ones who have done the work, right where we walk, we change people, their magnetics, their awareness. Lightbearers. Lighthouses. And the light is being seen. We are all seeing each other better now.
And so, this is the closing of the circle, that this is a group adventure, and what we say and what we do matters, it really does. Our words are uttered by gods, and the ones who are aware of this are finding their tongues are stilled now, where once they used to wag. We have figured out that this moment, the one you are fully focused within, it is this awareness which is the fulcrum of existence.
What we say and do are propagated from what we think of ourselves, and what we expect of life, and others, that is a point of power. How we think, what we feel, what we assume is true and false, these can and do change, in this process. There is less effort, but more effect, these days.
And I think everyone is getting it. And as I have been taught, and as it makes sense to me, as borne out with what I see happening around me, there are those who have figured out how to access that which makes them, and those who have not, yet.
And maybe now, it will be that it’s the refusal to love that will fade out of fashion. Yesterday, while working, again and again, I had the thought, “I’ve figured out a central truth, and I know something these folks have forgotten: we love each other, so so so much, we love each other, we are desperately, madly, selflessly in love with each other, and we are family. I just know something they have forgotten.” A flush of goodwill would come, and I would feel better.
I stayed in that state while juggling all that a nurse must juggle, pleasing, always pleasing the other, bending, always bending, but, yesterday, my energy ran true and strong, straight and pure, white and gentle, from rising to retiring once again to the arms of sleep.
The meditation came the night before that shift.
I saw, felt, a huge silver lotus spinning in my chest, and I heard many things. I’m not exactly sure how this will go, because some of it was what I was told. I’ll do my best.
I understood that the lotus is what I can see. Then I saw that it had a long, dangly, core root, and then just tons of filamenty things that did the water thing. And then, I followed the root to earth, the matrix of earth. I suddenly could feel everything, the worms, the little bugs, the pebbles, the loam. I was all of it, was participating and observing and physically engaged all at once.
I could smell the musk of earth, and it was so black, but everything was lit up because I could feel everything. It was wonderful. Everything was mutual, cooperative, but more, it was intuitively linked, everything was individual but everything was working together, entangled, one.
I loved it, and did not want to leave. I was told, this is your core. This is your soul. It is the core, that which is in harmony, solid, true, and yet made out of uncountable bits of consciousness, all valid, all seeking their own truth, in their own way. This is core, the soul, the big soul, all you have been, all you will be, in totality. And now, look at the lotus.
I saw it there, on the top of a pond, pink and white and iridescent, and huge. I saw patterns in the sky, saw the geometry of it all, and everything was connected, here, but everything was projection and it was a little overwhelming, in a way. Everyone has thoughts about things up here. See the bloom, I was told.
It has been described in countless texts, it has been mythologized, it has been sung about and drawn, revered, even worshiped. So many meanings placed upon this dear bloom. All meaningful, but all ethereal, do you see?
Everything is projection, thought, construct, and it is dizzying in complexity, and it is engaging, so much so, that it is easy, up here, to forget the earth from which the lotus blooms.
And so, once again,I dove in, thankfully, back into the deep black soil, and I decided it would be fun to fly through the earth, so I did that. I could feel when the pebbles in the soil whizzed through me. It felt good to be so free, so involved, so entangled and yet observing it all. I loved it.
I visited my lotus, then, again, and I remembered then what I saw on Christmas Eve of last year. I saw how everything in physical reality is so consuming, and it’s so easy for the physical mind to get tricked into thinking the projections are real, that what is immediately before someone, is the only reality, when really it is an impression, your own impression, of the object or event, and hence, somewhat of an illusion. It is appropriate to be engaged in it, but see it for what it is.
Much like that visual full-on experience, this meditation got me feeling a freedom and happiness connecting and becoming one with the soil, the earth, and, eventually, to that one skinny, sturdy, miraculous root. It is a physical experience, and yet, so much of it is construct, easily pliable, changeable, each lotus its own cosmos, taking inside it and emanating its own understanding of itself.
I think I have had times within the root system, and times when I was all flower, but now, I like having been shown this. It is not so much a split as a cooperative system, lotus and soil, each supporting the other, one without the other rendering each incomplete.
And so, I will end by channeling briefly. I have been feeling them for a while now, and they have wanted to come a few times the last few days, but I have been caught up tending to lotus land.
We bid you a good day, we give our greetings and tell you of the joy that is known when union can occur, and that is the wish of many, the encoded whisper many are fine-tuned to hear in the wind of change blowing sweetly upon each of you now.
We tell you to things which have come to pass, but also of those things for which anticipation is already being felt, if not languaged, not quite yet, but many feel it, and are celebrating it in reverence, all in solitary reverence.
Many have found the ease, or tendrils of it, prayed for by all, this wish for ease, knowing that which is easy is that which is planned and, deciding moment to moment, using your selves as the guides you are, you are making decisions which are in effect doing what you know you are here to do, dear ones.
You are planting the seeds of tolerance, many of you. Tolerance is a meaningless concept without an oppositional force, do you see?
Tolerance is a concept which allows for all, every one, to have their own perspective, and to be sovereign within one’s own, allowing each one their freedom, of choice, of being, of flavor, if you will, the themes written by them, for their own instruction, this is a benevolent way to approach those around you. This is what many have striven for, it is the life of your masters in action, is it not?
We ask you what we asked the channel last night, and now she sees, thankfully, there is a split, there is instruction, we are LOUDER, after all, the prayers are coming true, and the split is revealed. She asked us to be louder, and in so doing we comply, and she sees how this works, now. We mention it for your own edification only.
We asked her, has it not been the point of all of this to be in deep well-being, in bliss, samadhi, it is called many things, while doing all the tasks you deem necessary, in lesson or as an assistance player? Hasn’t that been the idea?
And so, now you are so surprised when you have such a day. Well, we tell you, these are the dreams which are prone to coming true, because they are held with a steady and true heart. Have you not said that your goal was to be a walking master, in the middle of whatever crisis comes your way?
The cajoling was a jarring sort of event for the writer, you see, for it was a foreign thought, and we ask all of you to stay aware of those thoughts, those moments, when something comes to you that may be unrelated to the task at hand, or might be in a completely different light than what a situation is currently being seen in.
Do you understand, these thoughts can come in a flash, but they are weighty, they have substance, our way of saying these thoughts are loaded with information, and your higher functions are beginning to come on-line, so to speak.
Many of you are beginning to see a balanced way to approach the world, and this is what the incarnation has, up to this point, been about. Tending to your own fields, lying fallow at times, having good, and disappointing, crops, being at the mercy of the weather, the elements, other people’s decisions.
This is what has changed for many. The fields are now richly aerated, and they are under benevolent protection, so to speak, now, and times are friendlier. The soil is hungry for the seeds you provide, with everything you are, without effort, without worry, now, and without fear.
These crops will come in sturdy and at such sizes! Such abundance! You will be amazed!
And so, we ask you to look up, from tending the fields, look up and see us there, suspended above you, making forms in the sky, warming your skin, and you will now be able, while turning back to the soil and the seeds you so love, you will, even with your hat on and your back bent, you feel us now, the sun, the breeze, the support of your mother, and you understand you too are suspended, here, doing meaningful things which may at times be quite detailed and even engrossing, but, you, our dear farmers, you now are ever aware of the bigger picture, and it is this we are celebrating.
Many are seeing that they are more powerful than they had imagined, and some are finding they have learned well the mechanics of manifesting in integrity, taking to heart the fundamental truth of intent, and the power of thought, word and deed.
We urge all to practice this, to be mindful of speech, tone, and countenance. Assist others with their burdens now, now that you understand there is no such thing, it is easy for you now, and we are glad of this shift, one which will improve for many.
We wish to remind you of something we have been saying to you as a group for quite some time, and this is to expect the unexpected. We would love to discuss the changes afoot, but we will leave you to intuit them.
We work in the emotional and psychological realms, which of course impact world events, but we see these greater agreement fields as altered, altering, sweetening, and this is due, dear ones, to your work, your diligence, your love for humanity, and your stubborn belief in yourselves. It is from the energetics that events flow,
We leave prognosticating to those with more expertise in these matters, and tell you instead to expect the unexpected. Allow that which is unexpected come forth, and this implies, dear ones, that saying yes is now in order? Have you not earned the right to give yourself over to your own good judgment, your discernment? As a master, can you do anything less, ask anything less than this from yourself?
Expecting the unexpected, and knowing it will be, can be nothing but, benevolence itself, does this not alter your countenance? Understanding, finally, that you are fulfilling your role perfectly, you are a master walking this earth, and you are doing so every day, and, this, loved one, is simply claiming your birthright.
Each have this as their own birthright, you know this is so, and so, when more are willing to embrace the good in themselves, and in those around them, can you imagine what can be done, what changes can be made?
This is the season for seed planting, and we ask you to remember the season, remember the fashion in which crops grow, allow the linear its magnificent place, allow things to unfold, and hold no fear, love what comes to you, and know all is well, balanced, in harmony.
Remember the admonition we have always uttered: You will be the one that others seek, their lighthouse, and they seek you energetically, some do so physically, of course, and this metaphor may now be expanded, because each of you, as lighthouses, are coming to understand that you are all connected, in real time, in a physical way, with each other. Lighthouses each, no longer alone, communicating with your source of light, which is the same light each house projects, emanates, do you see?
And so, the admonition is a simple one.
Not everyone carries this light themselves yet.
You, as a lighthouse, you know, that the ones who are dim are lighthouses just like you, just like you in every way, with the same abilities, but here you are, shining for them, and this is the way of it now. It implies, does it not, that there is still darkness? That there are fields not yet even budding with life, though they teem with it, underneath?
Of course it does, and it is silly to deny the set up, the duality, the polarities, this is a blindness which dims one’s light. Seeing it all, light and dark, and shining light, a light whose origins are unlanguagable, this is what leads the others to peace, at least in your presence, at least for that moment.
We tell you, in parting, these acts of kindness, these moments of kindness you create for others and for yourselves, these are the moments which connect your consciousness, as a human being, with the light pouring out of your eyes. Allow each their struggles and give to others your undying conviction that they are worthwhile human beings, that they are guiltless, blameless, free, and beautiful.
Give to others this light, give to others your high regard, give to others your mindfulness and your time, in balance, remembering, always, the sun and the sky and the earth support you.
Whether you fancy yourself a farmer, a lighthouse, a metaphor merely allows that which speaks to your indefinably brilliant core essence, your spark of divinity, your portal home, to sing while living within the soft machine we ask you to love like no other, loving and minding to others as you do your selves, now.
We leave you in peace, and utter radiance, we see you glowing in love and light, and we are forever honored in this exchange.
Deeply Awake CHANNEL — No Longer Relevant 1-16-14 By Kathy Vik
We wish to speak to you today about separation, and this is a misunderstood and often maligned state, we say to you now. It is not a state of hate which we discuss, but of standing firmly within one’s one awareness.
In this state, there can be no true separation, because it is in this state it becomes quite obvious, to those who access it, that all is one, one heart is beating, one mind is glowing, but, dear one, you do not live in this state in your daily world, no one does, and this bears discussion.
It is wise to understand that you are your own entity, and have a right, a need, to see yourself as viable and valid whether anyone agrees with you, loves you, supports you or not. You will find a paradox here.
It is when you have untethered from the responses of others that you find you can truly connect with them, do you see. Standing firmly in your core, feeling us and leaning back into us, then it truly matters not how others are behaving. If not in one’s core, the reactions and behavior of others can seem very, very important indeed.
By this we mean that if you can remember to practice self love, self love, self love, then does it matter if your beloveds are unkind? If you know that you yourself are loved beyond measure, beyond your mind’s ability to process, in fact, then can you truly be distressed when someone is hurtful toward you?
There is a faulty belief at play we wish to bring to your attention, and that is, if people are acting in ways that are uncharitable, if they are rude, or closed, or if they accuse you of dark things, dear one, we can feel your heart close when this happens, and we wish to remedy this, dear ones all.
There is a thought that if others are unkind, that it is due to your vibration, that you have called it to you, and are therefore, as the thinking goes, somehow responsible. Further, that if you were “spiritual,” or “advanced enough,” that you would never encounter another’s imbalance!
We ask you to consider your dear brother Jesus, who, in his day, met with constant resistance from the masses. Constantly, he was, indeed, other people’s pebble in their shoe. He wept, how could he not, at times, for the weight he carried was terrible, and it is a false construct to assume that because he was “holy” that he did not have human emotions, but with each treble, with each move in power and significance that he experienced, his ability to comprehend the complexity of his times was given.
You live in complex times. You live in far more complex times than he, dear ones. Your burden is as great, greater, we say, but the support is also greater, numerically speaking.
Seek out those who can give support to you without encumbrance, whose signature is pure, when those around you are flailing, and more, more than this, remember us. Call us, and let us walk with you. You see, we are always within your fields, and some of this next is to get to you all to a place where you rely so intrinsically upon your own judgment that what a man utters, in love or in hate, can be measured, and it can be seen as love, even when it is corrupt and ugly to witness.
You must know by now that there are to be times when conflict comes, and knocks you over, unaware you may be that something is coming, but this to shall change, shall improve. It matters not whether you are taken by surprise by the unkindness of another. This is less important than how you respond to it when it does occur.
It is when in full remembrance of your true nature, that of light and of divine love, that when the unkindnesses come, you will no longer see this as relevant, and will not recognize it as salient to your understanding of yourself or the situation at hand. It can simply be tossed aside, the barbs fall to the ground, and the core of the other, the one in pain, doing things you could not possibly do, you will come to see it as so foreign, so beside the point, shall we say, that it cannot be brought within your fields for further evaluation.
You will come to see all as golden beings who may be acting in ways which are in exact opposition to what they indeed so very much want. There is not a soul alive on this planet who does not want to feel intact, loved, honored, respected, trusted. There is not a soul alive who does not want to feel valued.
What is coming is a time when you will see the angry, the bitter, the argumentative, the rejecting, as those who are simply lost, momentarily, to their own brilliance, their own divinity. Divine beings do not harm others, cannot harm others, are interested only in communion, brotherhood and goodwill.
To ask you to greet anger with laughter is simplifying things, but a laughing Buddha is a wise Buddha, and a well-placed twist of humor can do more to defuse tension between brothers than any lecture on how you simply don’t deserve such treatment.
Once you know you no longer resonate with the darker aspects of personality constructs, you will note a lift in consciousness, a lightening of mood, and a disinterest in even discussing the negativity. Yours will be to simply transmute this negativity with the truth of it: that all are family.
There are many who are, at the moment, concentrating on injustice in their world, and this is, dear ones, because the lights have come up yet again, and it is more obvious now than ever before. It is distressing to soft souls, to those with kind and gentle countenances, and enough cruelty will, at times, make the kindest person feel alone, and this, indeed, is part of the test.
Cruelty has nothing to do with you.
Insensitivity and gross misconduct, obvious breaches in integrity and honesty, these will lose their fascination and also their foothold in your consciousness. This is a process, dear ones, and there can be no doubt that this process is one of shedding all expectation, and all need that someone else act in a certain way.
Can you see this? It is clear to many just how restrictive their culture is, and how very little freedom remains, and many are reacting in an outraged fashion. Many are looking upon others’ imbalance and this, we ask, stop.
It is clear that imbalance is present. It is clear that compassion does not rule the hearts and minds of those you have put in charge. And it is clear that this must change, and yet, many are feeling overwhelmed, not knowing how this can possibly happen, and we bring you back, now, always, to your core.
What does this imbalance and injustice have to do with you? It is, for many now, clearly not a reflection of their known true state of being, so why do you gaze upon it and give it your power?
Individually, now, the stage is set for revolution, a revolution of standing within your core and speaking from the place that is well populated with those who ride with you, those who give you good counsel, those who understand your magnificence, your journey and your purpose.
We gave the channel a thought last week that we wish to end on. It seemed an idle thought, but it made her laugh, and was incongruent to the business at hand, and we tell you, this is shorthand for what some have called channeling. We said, it took you all this time to figure these things out. All this effort to come to this peace, and you have cut through years of disbelief and doubt. You have puzzled and puzzled these things. How is it that you expect others, who have not, perhaps, shown such diligence, and who do not have your specific interests or akash, to understand you?
What we meant by that is to say, each are universes unto themselves, and each have their own level of understanding, their own significances. Expecting someone else to understand what you understand is an act of vanity, and is not respectful to others. If you can feel us holding your hands, if you can hear us and, in those moments when we feel far away, if you can remember just one moment of the love we have shared privately, can that not be enough?
No one need know, and surely many are unable to grasp what you have been taught. Let them have their time on stage, pacing and muttering and worrying and being outraged, driven half mad with thoughts they do not understand as of yet. Let them act in foolish and unbalanced ways. It is not about you. It is about them.
And yet, we cannot end without bringing you to the truth of it, that these beings are your grandchildren, they are your children, they are your brothers and your sisters. The ones who lie, and rape, and kill, they too are your family, and though their deeds and words and thoughts be dark, they are your family.
They are looking to you, their grandparent, their spiritual leaders, to rise above their chaos, to demonstrate clarity and compassion in the face of their great imbalance, and they long for you to not take any of it to heart.
They yearn for you to smile, to breathe deeply, and to help the sometimes bizarre situations their imbalance produces to be made right, smooth, and to find within them, and the situations they have produced, the respect you feel toward your fellow travelers. They need for you to be neutral, to not buy into the drama, to not bolt when one of them cries that the sky is falling.
They look to you to assist them, and this cannot be done well if there is any modicum of belief within you that it is relevant to you, their pain, their abuse, their anger, their fear.
So, this is a separation, of sorts, but one that is called for at times such as these. A rising above the nonsense, we say, rising above the fear-based tactics. And one cannot rise above such things if one is believing they have validity, or if they actually define you, or have anything at all to do with your creator.
This is walking in your divinity, and we ask for you to practice today the art of leaning back into our arms, removing your heart from the messes you see others make, and if this means cleaning up your facebook feeds, if it means standing up for your knowing, for the highest love light and sound in any situation, we ask you do this.
Many have been in their caves, and upon venturing out feel hurt that the world is not yet a soft and inviting place.
That you encounter hardness is NOT a reflection of your being, and we need to reiterate this to you.
Stop self-referencing another’s pain, and tend to it as an elder would someone who is lashing out in distress. Tend to the wounds, use your judgment, and remember who you are.
Deeply Awake CHANNEL — Mountain 1-4-14 By Kathy Vik
The timelessness of the soul is what is at issue here today and we wish to discuss with you this truth, but first, as we have with the entity through which we flow, we wish to give to you this energetic gift.
We understand that the physical manifestation which is your life, in all its complexity and with all the longing and joy within a human beating heart, we wish to ask you to rest within our love for you, your love for all, and to dwell, if just for a time, within the limitless journey of your soul.
How can we tell you that which it is difficult to language, and how can we express the magnitude of benevolence creating your bodies now? Understand that this breath of golden light, which clears all temporal thought and brings one back to center, this is what is now manifesting on your beautiful orb, and within human hearts.
We caution you this day to refrain from allowing anything but the truth of love to crowd your senses. Allow this to flow from your heart, and let it reside always in your consciousness, your physical body now sings a song, a deep and powerful chord, not a note, but a chorus of song is streaming from you, yes you, your physical body emanates this song, and this joy of creation is now in synch with the song we sing in your honor all ways, always.
Understand, we pray, that you are loved beyond measure, and there can be no other way of it. Situations which appear frightful, as set-backs, as disappointments, understand dear ones these are readjustments only, devices only, and your soul has created them with the mind of god on the other side of your awareness.
See all as benevolent, for it is, all is benevolence, and all is in order.
We say these words about order to still your hearts, often quivering in anticipation and anxiety, waiting for the next little bit, some sort of proof, many ask for and many are now able to begin to receive, perceive, yes.
Perception is the key, consciousness is the gateway, and we tell you that thinking on these grand thoughts is not an idle thing, nothing to hold contempt for, nothing to fear. Your dreams speak of a state in which you already dwell and know as home. It is where one can see clearly if seeing from the heart of your being, your soul. T
his does not mean that the symbols which your mind carries from the dream state are tantamount to understanding. Your images are less salient than the sensations, the understandings, the core concepts which defy sentence structure.
Now is the time for all who seek to find, and this, we tell you, is not about reward, but about balance.
For many lifetimes, in whatever roles you chose to create, yours has been a path of lightbearer, and this light was suspect, it was fought against, and it was often extinguished, in the physical, because, dear ones, it was not yet time.
Understand, we tell you, we ask you, we pray, understand that your time is now. This time of fight, of struggle, of a posture of powerlessness, hopelessness, of doubt and intrigue and lurking disappointment, this time has ended.
Did we not tell you that the loaf of bread often cannot easily distinguish when the heat has finally been turned off? The loaf still emanates the heat from which it was created, a heat which alchemically changed a lump of dough into a feast for the masses, and time, linear time, must pass before the fully prepared, beautifully baked bread can be eaten. Time must pass. And pass, it has.
This is a letter of rejoicing, and of confirmation, and of celebration. We tell you to drop your anxieties knowing some cannot, some will not, some have convinced themselves that to do so is unsafe and will lead to their demise, and we tell you now, the opposite is indeed true.
It was good and right to be cautious, to mind your energy and modulate, and it has been said that the path you have been on has been one of dysregulation, of modulation, of recalibration, and we say to you now that this time has passed. The oven is off. The heat which turned simple dough, well seasoned and perfectly prepared, into bread, the heat is off, and a settling, now, a cooling off time, has come.
Allow yourselves space and time to rejoice. See to it that your fears are seen as the constructs they forever were, simple devices to assist you in realizing that you and you alone have endured so much, so much, and you are held in high honor for your perseverance.
There are many, now, who have begun to feel the stability this new dawn is to be forever honored as. Can you imagine this, stability, when so many of you have known only its polar opposite? We tell you that the completion brings integration, it breathes a sigh within your physical body, your beating heart, alive with this stability, not only of purpose, but of expression and knowledge.
Unshakably assured of your own worth, a solid knowing now begins to overtake, and this is the way, to know, day to day, regardless of circumstance, that you are whole, you are intact, you are more than this expression, and from which you come is so loving, so benevolent, do you now see, what emanates from the divine is divine?
Can you not see the sense of surrendering to the truth that, if conceived, in the mind of the All, that its emanation, within and throughout you, is also divine, is also of love, it is love. You are love.
We ask you to laugh, often and much, and to see that often times it is a simple choice, taking things personally and then hating, or seeing things larger, and being able to laugh. At yourselves, at circumstance, at the weather, at the indomitable spirit who conceives and then tells the joke.
This is not to say that in struggle there is no room for tears. This entity is a crier, and the tears are good, they are fine, and feeling frustration, panic, fear, oh, dear ones, this is fine too, but can you not see that it is not fear that is the opposite of your being?
There are no opposites to your being, and that is the point. To think that any amount of darkness could overwhelm your beautiful souls now is a pointless and quite incorrect summation. No.
We tell you, you do not have an opposite, and fear, loss, anxiety, worry, problems, they are constructs, but they are not the truth. Many will come to understand that these states are flimsy, they are paper tigers, all, and it is nothing but social conditioning which makes thinking on them seem valid.
The cultural imperative to worry is passing away. Let it do so quietly, respectfully, honor this old paradigm, but let it die, dear ones.
Do not prolong its own agony.
Do not feed it. Let it pass from you.
Let each have their interpretation of their lives, and tell no man how to do their own lives. This is not as powerful as your own living in your good humor and trust. A trust that goes far beyond its currently understood parameters. Trust which passes through you so completely that peace comes from deep within, from your core, and this is the way of it now.
To end, we tell you of the great gift the entity has now. Of course, to remove the littlemind, there are devices, and hers is a sequoia tree. She becomes sap, she now travels instantly to the light, moving from the corporeal and into the gateway, and this, we say now, is only half of it.
Upon reaching the white light she joins when as a sequoia, she then understood, saw today, that this magical tree of life which has given her so much, it is one of many, and it is on a mountain.
Understand, you are each holy mountains, and there is much upon you which has occurred, will occur, might and might not occur. See that you are indeed an ancient and holy mountain, upon which many will fret, love, die and be birthed.
You are a mountain into which ancient holy trees have grown, taken hold, and now stand as living monuments to the sanctity, the impermanence and brilliant purpose of physical life.
A mountain upon which many will live, have lived, and are living, but is the mountain changed, is its definition or beauty altered by the comings and goings? Is the mountain changed in a permanent way when it hosts a camper?
We tell you the answer is only yes in one circumstance, and that is when a holy woman, a holy man, lies on this mountain, breathes with it, loves it, and becomes it, with the human being’s heart and mind, and when the mountain and the human become one, in love, through love, with honor and respect and great love, then both are enhanced.
Remember this. The mountain cannot be harmed if people on its skin are bickering. The mountain can, indeed, become so allied with its essence that such situations no longer occur on its beautiful skin!
But it will always welcome, support and nurture those who come in peace, in love, in honor and respect, in union, and it is the ones who know they have within them their own holy mountain who are miraculously sheltered, miraculously fed and even clothed.
Become this mountain in your daily practice. See to it that the machinations of a dying energy be understood and loved as simply that. Love is the answer, honor is key, and embodying that which you have become, through the lifetimes you diligently held light, this is the way to peace, within and without.
We leave you in deep respect, in unending joy, humor and laughter, we ask you to think of this mountain often, this mountain you have become, and allow yourselves to discover the vast riches you contain, the stores of abundance you have within you. There is no passivity in this profound place. There is power, there is alignment and there is grace.
You are loved, you are love, and we honor you in all ways, always.