Deeply Awake Chats 2017: Strolling Past The Prison Of My Super Bitch By Kathy Vik 2-21-17

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A short talk on what it’s like to have crested a wave, broken out, reached critical mass, whatever the heck it could be called. I came face to face, finally, with my very own, home-grown super-bitch of a critic, an internal mechanism which kept the work clean but nearly drove me mad with sadness, loneliness and passive hostility as I gazed out upon The World, and The Other.

I discovered, acknowledged, and then tended to this part of me, realizing how much a part of me this has been, how invested I had been in the care and feeding of this harsh person I could be and often was, (at least toward myself), and instead of feeling shame or guilt, I have only felt relief and release, ever since.

I feel better, and this is my report.

 

 

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